Serious I'm positive i have some sort of PTSD from the bullying i experienced

[Grodd]

I truly think i have a form of PTSD from the bullying i've experienced throughout my life, It pains me to think back to the times i was bullied relentlessly but i find myself thinking about it alot and most of all i'm filled with regret about it, so many times i fantasise about what i should have done.

The first time someone ever tried to make me their punching bag i should have smashed their skull against the concrete floor

 

[Grodd]

The nightmare never ends man

 

[Cuckoja]

The first time someone ever tried to make me their punching bag i should have smashed their skull against the concrete floor

too damn shame we fear the consequences as kids, only if i knew there are rarely any

 

[Grodd]

too damn shame we fear the consequences as kids, only if i knew there are rarely any

Yeah I should have done something back then when the consequences were less severe

 

[Cuckoja]

Im sure that i have ptsd from my dad' self pity angry mood swings that would sometimes last for weeks. The tension in the house would be unbearable

 

[TooSomething]

I know what you're going through and I am sorry to say this, but it doesn't matter how many layers of cope you manage to put over it to hide it, you will always remember it, always be reminded of it and always feel the regret, shame and weakness.

It happens to me regularely. I sometimes see some of my bullies in the city and I can't do anything about them or I'll end up in jail.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Same. The damage that has been inflicted upon us by these animals is irreversible.

 

[Grodd]

I know what you're going through and I am sorry to say this, but it doesn't matter how many layers of cope you manage to put over it to hide it, you will always remember it, always be reminded of it and always feel the regret, shame and weakness.

It happens to me regularely. I sometimes see some of my bullies in the city and I can't do anything about them or I'll end up in jail.

Yeah it's fucking brutal

 

[Grodd]

Same. The damage that has been inflicted upon us by these animals is irreversible.

Unfortunately so

 

[TooSomething]

The worst part is that I sometimes literally relive certain scenarios in my head and I feel helpless, weak, just like back then.
I feel so paralyzed, like prey is right before it gets mangled by a predator.

You probably go through the same.

I feel like proper vengeance in a 1 vs 1 scenario, where you come out as the clear winner could cure this. A scenario where you dominate your former bullies physically and with financial and professional success so they end up being humiliated in every way possible.

This, imo, is the only way to cure yourself.

 

[Pancakecel]

I feel the same

 

[Deleted member 8078]

This, imo, is the only way to cure yourself.

Indeed. But you'll end up in jail I wanna glowpost about what I would do to these motherfuckers so bad...

 

[Lust]

same

 

[I want to believe]

It must be CPTSD. And yes, people who have been bullied usually have it.

 

[Dollfucker]

The worst part is all my bullies are doing great in life they have gfs, a degrees, a house, car, and a friend group meanwhile i'm just rotting

 

[TooSomething]

It must be CPTSD. And yes, people who have been bullied usually have it.

Yeah, and do WE get any reparations for that?!
Do WE get any help?!

For us it is harder in general to navigate through life because of these experiences and their fallout.

One more reason to hate normalfags and wish only brutall death upon them.

 

[I want to believe]

Yeah, and do WE get any reparations for that?!
Do WE get any help?!

For us it is harder in general to navigate through life because of these experiences and their fallout.

One more reason to hate normalfags and wish only brutall death upon them.

I agree.

 

[SilverBullet]

Whenever i see JBs in public (they’re usually in groups), my heart starts racing and my legs almost give out every time. I was never bullied excessively during high school thankfully, but negresses in elementary would constantly ridicule me while everyone else ignored me. It’s left a lasting impact on me that can never be cured

 

[AdolfRizzler]

Same. The damage that has been inflicted upon us by these animals is irreversible.

The nightmare never ends man

the damage is already done for me, it s a combination of bullying + being alone my entire life + never having positive reinforcement because i m short and ugly + etc = u can imagine

i wrote in other thread about how when i was younger i was kinda paranoic and probably had something like ptsd

 

[Lifeless]

Same, when I was like 8, I punched another kid in the face because he partially broke my glasses

the next day him and his friends beat the shit out of me in the school bathroom

I should've just smashed one of their heads into the sink when I had the chance but I was too scared because I was surrounded by 3 people

 

[Poopless One]

I know what you're going through and I am sorry to say this, but it doesn't matter how many layers of cope you manage to put over it to hide it, you will always remember it, always be reminded of it and always feel the regret, shame and weakness.

It happens to me regularely. I sometimes see some of my bullies in the city and I can't do anything about them or I'll end up in jail.

 

[Icarus]

It's brutal thinking about the times when I would sit by myself alone at recess. I could never fit in with anyone and I sucked at making friends.

I really don't think I've ever had anything genuine like that in real life.

Maybe that's why I cling to my brocels on here so much. It's like a fear of being abandoned.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Getting bullied and ostracized in middle school scarred me for life

 

[Grodd]

Same, when I was like 8, I punched another kid in the face because he partially broke my glasses

the next day him and his friends beat the shit out of me in the school bathroom

I should've just smashed one of their heads into the sink when I had the chance but I was too scared because I was surrounded by 3 people

I had similar experiences, when i was beat up i was always outnumbered.

 

[Lifeless]

I had similar experiences, when i was beat up i was always outnumbered.

it was never fair

it was always multiple people against me

 

[Leon98]

Getting bullied and ostracized in middle school scarred me for life

 

[SlayerSlayer]

THEY WANT TO PUT YOUR FACE IN TOILET WATER TO LAUGH AT YOU DROWNING IN SHIT

 

[Grodd]

THEY WANT TO PUT YOUR FACE IN TOILET WATER TO LAUGH AT YOU DROWNING IN SHIT

 

[Cheap fuck]

The worst part is all my bullies are doing great in life they have gfs, a degrees, a house, car, and a friend group meanwhile i'm just rotting

If I was you I would find out where they live and set their houses on fire. Or smash their cars? Shouldn't be too complicated

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I have ptsd from foids being whores.

 

[PvZcel]

Im sure that i have ptsd from my dad' self pity angry mood swings that would sometimes last for weeks. The tension in the house would be unbearable

I remember being 5 and getting yelled and screamed at by my dad while fearing for my life (I’m sure it has happened way before that). It has happened all my life and to this day but I can deal with it better. Having shitty parents can really fuck you up.

 

[Cuckoja]

I remember being 5 and getting yelled and screamed at by my dad while fearing for my life (I’m sure it has happened way before that). It has happened all my life and to this day but I can deal with it better. Having shitty parents can really fuck you up.

Yeah, all true. My dad had angry tantrums as long as i can remember, when i was around 4 all the way until i was 26. He ruined my mental health beyond repair. Because of him i never had an ounce of self respect or any confidence.

 

[cymbeline]

I'm experiencing chronic stress, can't enjoy anything and I think alcohol only resurfaced certain traumas. i'm done for

 

[SlayerSlayer]

The PTSD from bullying never goes away, the worst thing about having been bullied is that you often hallucinate bullying out of nowhere like a Stephen King novel

 

[Neurotic]

Bullying me was necessary to rise in social ranks in and outside of school. Everyone bullied me, even the “weird kids”. Even my own fucking teachers did. My hate for normies will forever run deep

 

[Puppeter]

i have the same i also have zero bullying policy tolerance id rather die than experience it I'll beat any normie to death

 

[The Judge]

Relatable.

I suffer from severe insomnia due all of these negative experience constantly repeating in my mind.

 

[Grodd]

Relatable.

I suffer from severe insomnia due all of these negative experience constantly repeating in my mind.

Yeah my sleep is terrible

 

[Poopless One]

Relatable.

I suffer from severe insomnia due all of these negative experience constantly repeating in my mind.

Same. My sleep schedule is all fudged up.

 

[Poopless One]

Relatable.

I suffer from severe insomnia due all of these negative experience constantly repeating in my mind.

This as well as alcoholism, violent outbursts, and lots of crying