I just realized Im a gigatruecel, I have fat abnormal fingers on my left hand and I think I might have some genetic condition looking at it now. I just look strange overall, crooked teeth, big hands and slightly uneven ears. Is surgery even worth it at this point? On top of that Im also really stupid and autistic. Why even live at this point? Well, I decided to do a number of things before I actually rope. First I will write that book I said Im going to write but Im not going to sell it, instead Im going to keep it for myself and maybe burry it somewhere where only the chosen individuals will be able to find it, then Im going to visit an escort, travel to some obscure country and rope in the middle of nowhere so nobody can find my body. Its over boyos
