Cope i'm not suicidal, but sometimes i feel like i wouldn't mind dying.

[_meh]

i don't know if it's getting ran over by a car or getting shot or stabbed

and i know this is somewhat "cucked" but sometimes i wouldn't mind getting sent to war as well

i just feel like as time goes on. i just become more risk taking or perhaps simply more low inhib, but i purposely try to be more self-aware, high inhib, and conscious so i don't get in trouble, when i'm in public areas.

but i just idk. i feel like when im just alone with my own thoughts, i just think about death very often or unless if my mind is occupied with something like studying, reading stuff on the net, watching animes or playing video games.

does anyone feel similar or the same way i guess?

perhaps its just me getting older i guess. im just thinking of those old men in the gym locker rooms walking around naked and drying their balls, and they're low inhib, an they don't care showing their flabby old wrinkle bodies to other men.

 

[j10009504]

I think death is underrated. You are in good company.

 

[Dehati NEET]

Same. I won't mind if I don't wake up from sleep tomorrow.

 

[Stupid Clown]

Same. I won't mind if I don't wake up from sleep tomorrow.

 

[j10009504]

Same. I won't mind if I don't wake up from sleep tomorrow.

I pray for this before I go to sleep often. But God, infinite faggot that he is, never grants my request.

 

[Alone4life]

I think contemplating death everday makes it easier for me to live. Seems like whatever is going on right now is just a dream and not real and will dissolve into nothingness one day.

 

[_meh]

I think contemplating death everday makes it easier for me to live. Seems like whatever is going on right now is just a dream and not real and will dissolve into nothingness one day.

True.

I think one of the gripes normies have is being dissolved into nothingness.

I think most incels are just like "meh, whatever" and are more mentally prepared, like the pandemic. The pandemic made normies lose their minds and incels just treated it like another day.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

Same. I won't mind if I don't wake up from sleep tomorrow.

 

[glutty]

I wouldn't really care if I did because i'll be dead anyway so there's nothing for me to regret about unless there is some weird afterlife waiting for me.

 

[Thugs-5-Less]

Same. I won't mind if I don't wake up from sleep tomorrow.

 

[_meh]

I wouldn't really care if I did because i'll be dead anyway so there's nothing for me to regret about unless there is some weird afterlife waiting for me.

Yeah, it's pretty much imminent anyway, it's just mostly delaying the inevitable.