Venting Im not planning to approach

[Blacktarpill]

I was planning about approaching girls in university but i changed my mind. Im short and ugly, i think i am feeling better with 0 approaches and 0 rejections.
I don't want to face the reality. I know that its over for me but i dont want it to punch me in the face. I can always forget it and distract myself and escortmaxxing once a month to get rid of sexual frustration.
Unlike most guys in this forum i don't really want to date girls anyways. Bec. of my fetishes, i cant date 99 percent of girls. Even if i was a chad i would go to escorts to experience my sexuality.
Its not worth it cuz i can't get the things i want in a relationship even with a chad face and height. I know that many people will call this a major cope but it is what it is.
Nobody likes this type of sexuality. And im not gonna be a cuck to experience it with a worthless female.
Its a dead investment. I cant spend time and money for it. 1 escort per month and im fine.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

 

[Deleted member 28526]

Take care.

 

[Deleted member 21230]

Idk I think you have to try a few times. Ofc you can see if you're ugly or not but to be 100% sure a few approaches are needed

 

[Sonozaki]

i regret every single approach, you're not missing out on anything by not doing it

 

[Reega8765665]

Have you though about messaging girls through Insta ?


Edit: Forget what i said, it won't work since it requires you to be 8/10 in looks atleast

 

[your personality]

 

[Over_this_Life]

Idk I think you have to try a few times. Ofc you can see if you're ugly or not but to be 100% sure a few approaches are needed

I agree. If anything the rejections will help you accept the blackpill even faster

 

[Deleted member 301]

Bec. of my fetishes, i cant date 99 percent of girls. Even if i was a chad i would go to escorts to experience my sexuality.
Nobody likes this type of sexuality.

What fetishes??

 

[Deleted member 19079]

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

If you were a Chad , It's likely you would be dating girls , Cause you'll be a whole different person

 

[Haywire]

life of hell

 

[2340922]

is that a good thing??

 

[tryingcel]

I think you should do it to build tougher skin and hatred. Hatred that you can use for ass rape maxing

 

[Mainländer]

I used to advocate approaching but nowadays it's become too dangerous and if you're not at least 4/10, all it would be able to provide you is a clear conscience from knowing you tried.