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Nothing about me is typical, for a start I cannot do social interactions. I can understand the cues but I just cant socialise naturally, when I try and speak without my inhibition filter I get really strange and autistic, people are wierded out. I absolutely cannot go into complex topics verbally. I am not that low-iq as I have decent aptitude in certain areas.
My sex drive is really strange/weak, I can only get turned on by certain situations/fetishes. This is NOT due to fapping and I have ALWAYS been like this inb4 nofap. I like to pretend as though I have a normal sex drive for the sake of fitting in but seeng naked women, hot women in the street, hot women in bikinis, anime girls, jailbaits does absolutely nothing for me, I can tell when a woman is attractive but I feel nothing 99 percent of the time. Physical contact with a woman is the only thing that can get me hard, like when a foid sat close to me on the bus I had a huge erection.
I dont fit in with anybody, I'm into some masculine hobbies like cars and technology but I dislike sports, I am really uncoordinated and find it difficult to catch ball or preform any sort of skill required in sports when people are watching me. I can dribble a football (soccer ball) and do skills, shoot when I am alone though.
I am very passive/indecisive and have low motivation to make hard decisions or sacrifices. I find it incredibly hard to commit to any sort of idea/task and get distracted/brainfogged very easily. I am perplexed at how people can be so driven and motivated.
My brain is such a irredeemable mess, the best outcome would be to kill myself. The only thing i can mange is LDAR
My sex drive is really strange/weak, I can only get turned on by certain situations/fetishes. This is NOT due to fapping and I have ALWAYS been like this inb4 nofap. I like to pretend as though I have a normal sex drive for the sake of fitting in but seeng naked women, hot women in the street, hot women in bikinis, anime girls, jailbaits does absolutely nothing for me, I can tell when a woman is attractive but I feel nothing 99 percent of the time. Physical contact with a woman is the only thing that can get me hard, like when a foid sat close to me on the bus I had a huge erection.
I dont fit in with anybody, I'm into some masculine hobbies like cars and technology but I dislike sports, I am really uncoordinated and find it difficult to catch ball or preform any sort of skill required in sports when people are watching me. I can dribble a football (soccer ball) and do skills, shoot when I am alone though.
I am very passive/indecisive and have low motivation to make hard decisions or sacrifices. I find it incredibly hard to commit to any sort of idea/task and get distracted/brainfogged very easily. I am perplexed at how people can be so driven and motivated.
My brain is such a irredeemable mess, the best outcome would be to kill myself. The only thing i can mange is LDAR
