SuicideFuel I'm not even 20 and the agepill is starting to affecting me

[_incelinside]

19.5 years old I walk around and see secondary schoolers and sixthformers younger than me having fun, socialising and getting into relationships contributing to their formative life experience. I look at my peers and see how much they have grown and left me behind socially and emotionally. I look at myself and see KHHV with poor social circle and connections who has never even had a part-time job. I realise time is starting pass by at a quicker rate and people who I was once very close with are drifting off into the sunset forgetting about my existence.
Everybody is growing while i'm stuck in a limbo and I am aware it's only going to get worse for me.

Bring on the big 20

 

[newcel997]

you still have a small chance, but ya if you missed hs love and friends, you will always miss aprt of yourself

 

[Hardworkingcel]

Go to college. Get a good degree. You will remain a loser, but at least you will be a loser with a higher education diploma.

 

[_incelinside]

Go to college. Get a good degree. You will remain a loser, but at least you will be a loser with a higher education diploma.

I do go to uni but I dont like my degree so I might have to switch things round

 

[Brainlet]

I do go to uni but I dont like my degree so I might have to switch things round

I'm the same age as you but not in uni due to personal circumstance but I've got an offer for entry this year.
Have you joined any clubs or societies? If your social circle is poor, fuck 'em, make some new friends.

 

[_incelinside]

I'm the same age as you but not in uni due to personal circumstance but I've got an offer for entry this year.
Have you joined any clubs or societies? If your social circle is poor, fuck 'em, make some new friends.

No I havent, there were none that I was interested in. Easier said then done tbh, if i was capable of functioning in a social circle I wouldnt be here so often

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I notice that the same thing happens to me and we are at the same age. All the other people at our age have social lives and success while we get nothing

 

[blackcel]

you are just leaving the starting zone at level 20, don't worry too much about this

 

[Hunter]

you are just leaving the starting zone at level 20, don't worry too much about this

the "starting zone" is pretty much the only worthwhile time to live. the game becomes dogshit after level 25 and becomes pay to play for everything. its most certainly over for OP.

 

[blackcel]

the "starting zone" is pretty much the only worthwhile time to live. the game becomes dogshit after level 25 and becomes pay to play for everything. its most certainly over for OP.

lol, fuck no it isn't. A lot of people peak in highschool and college, which is why so many people think fondly of it.

 

[Hunter]

lol, fuck no it isn't. A lot of people peak in highschool and college, which is why so many people think fondly of it.

right. so we should all peak and slay in the fucking nursing homes, got it? BRB retirement plan maxxing. brb grey NW4 running low inhib senile game

 

[blackcel]

right. so we should all peak and slay in the fucking nursing homes, got it? BRB retirement plan maxxing. brb grey NW4 running low inhib senile game

There is a long time between 20 and a nursing home. Wtf do you think people do during that period?

 

[Hunter]

There is a long time between 20 and a nursing home. Wtf do you think people do during that period?

after 30 you arent young anymore. now its all about being an adult living boring adult lives and no one hangs out because they got their family to deal with. more femoids wont be available because they are settled with their betabux and if they are they will have kids and expect you to betabux. after 20 you have about 10 years at MOST to truly live.

 

[Vannaka]

You are young. Grab your chance now. Go right into maxing looks. Part time job if you can. No matter how much it hurts just do it. I regret not having started your age every day.

 

[blackcel]

after 30 you arent young anymore. now its all about being an adult living boring adult lives and no one hangs out because they got their family to deal with. more femoids wont be available because they are settled with their betabux and if they are they will have kids and expect you to betabux. after 20 you have about 10 years at MOST to truly live.

that is just bullshit young people think because we are all taught to respect our elders and shit. People are just as degenerate at 30 than they are at 20. You are just thinking of some bullshit ideal that you were taught, just like that bullshit ideal that women will go after men with good jobs and money.

 

[Hunter]

that is just bullshit young people think because we are all taught to respect our elders and shit. People are just as degenerate at 30 than they are at 20. You are just thinking of some bullshit ideal that you were taught, just like that bullshit ideal that women will go after men with good jobs and money.

yes but they get exponentially uglier after 25 plus they are only interested in betabuxxing after that age and have sucked 1000s of cocks by then.

 

[blackcel]

yes but they get exponentially uglier after 25 plus they are only interested in betabuxxing after that age and have sucked 1000s of cocks by then.

Yea, they have taken miles of cock no doubt.

 

[Deleted member 236]

You're about a third of the way through your youth. Get looksmaxing and stacey-chasing, boyo.

 

[Adamski]

The brutal feeling of aging can definitely start hitting around that age, seeing high schoolers and younger people with invaluable years ahead of them that you will never get back. I was actually 100% aware of the age pill by 18, but every attempt at breaking out of my incel mold ended up failing so by 25 I gave up.

 

[The End]

Haha, wow. Well, I'm 36 and the agepill doesn't get easier to swallow. It just grows bigger and harder to swallow. (that's what she said)

Whenever you see someone younger, you'll resent aging. Whenever you see a movie with adolescents, you'll be angry. And when you think back on your life, and have no good memories, you'll want to grab a gun and go have some fun outside.

 

[Haywire]

No I havent, there were none that I was interested in. Easier said then done tbh, if i was capable of functioning in a social circle I wouldnt be here so often

Try to get a job/career where you make good money because you do not want to end up poor living with family or homeless, trust me.

 

[Weirdcel]

20 is old, biologically speaking. We're programmed to be fucking much earlier than that, and you already missed the bus so to speak.

 

[Mainländer]

Unless you're 3/10 or less, started spam approaching teenagers, AoC minimum and up, like, HARD.

You'll regret not doing this now later, trust me.

 

[Hoffman_13]

go to uni , get a degree , find a job then moneymaxx
if you're white you can go to asia a few times a year and fuck asian bitches

 

[Armus1]

19.5 years old I walk around and see secondary schoolers and sixthformers

Do u live in the Caribbean?

 

[Incelibate anarchist]

Same bro. I know im almost out of time, i'll be 20 in under a year and a half, I have gotten nowhere in life.

 

[VST]

Honestly, having a job is 10x worse than being a NEET. Everyday I take a bus to work which is filled with sixth formers and college kids and just witness what I am missing.

The other day I got off at my bus stop along with a 16 year old male and female, I thought they were just friends or something, but no, they walked together to HIS house. You can bet that they had sex that day, there is nothing worse than actually witnessing 16 year olds living life.

Or even worse, when I get off the bus at the interchange there are always 7/10+ femoids waiting for their friends, so when walking to work I feel like a homeless man walking past a Rolex store.

At least I have money to start buying heavy drugs to help me cope. Just need to find out how to order them off the darkweb.

 

[VST]

I do go to uni but I dont like my degree so I might have to switch things round

What degree is it boyo?

 

[hirayama_ronin]

19.5 years old I walk around and see secondary schoolers and sixthformers younger than me having fun, socialising and getting into relationships contributing to their formative life experience.

Worst time of my life, 18-21. Horrified for the same reasons you give. I'm watching life unfold wondering when it will happen for me, if it will happen for me.

All I can say is, many men commit suicide. You have to face the fire, let it burn you, knowing that "what does not kill me makes me stronger."