Limitcel
Matthew 25:29
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Sometimes tears fall from my eyes when I remember the rejections I suffered
I was a teenager who didn't know about the malice of the world, the whoring, orgies
I used spent the day playing games, watching anime, I was still somewhat innocent and I fell in love with girls who probably did everything that is a sexual fetish with adults and the chads of the school
I remember the time someone asked one my oneitis what she thought of the fact that I was always looking at her and she described me with the greatest possible despise
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The look of pure despise in their eyes, I could never understand, I never hurt anyone, I never did anything wrong or was disgusting, today I know about looks but it still seems much more disgusting than what appearance can induce
Another time I finally tried, after weeks of trying to overcome my shyness, I tried to approach a girl, not very pretty, not very extroverted, I would say even shy, I said a simple "hi" she looked back at me with that look of despise and she never answered me, my life could have been completely different if she had but she didn't say, she just looked to the side and walked away
Then I tried again and again and so many humiliations, so many times I felt like a cuck being changed after trying so hard, and they always treated me like the most disgraceful thing on earth, like a monster, I was just some teenager
But at least I tried, as in my signature until the last day of my life I tried, in my crushed heart the struggle still beats
I was a teenager who didn't know about the malice of the world, the whoring, orgies
I used spent the day playing games, watching anime, I was still somewhat innocent and I fell in love with girls who probably did everything that is a sexual fetish with adults and the chads of the school
I remember the time someone asked one my oneitis what she thought of the fact that I was always looking at her and she described me with the greatest possible despise
.
The look of pure despise in their eyes, I could never understand, I never hurt anyone, I never did anything wrong or was disgusting, today I know about looks but it still seems much more disgusting than what appearance can induce
Another time I finally tried, after weeks of trying to overcome my shyness, I tried to approach a girl, not very pretty, not very extroverted, I would say even shy, I said a simple "hi" she looked back at me with that look of despise and she never answered me, my life could have been completely different if she had but she didn't say, she just looked to the side and walked away
Then I tried again and again and so many humiliations, so many times I felt like a cuck being changed after trying so hard, and they always treated me like the most disgraceful thing on earth, like a monster, I was just some teenager
But at least I tried, as in my signature until the last day of my life I tried, in my crushed heart the struggle still beats
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