im mentally atomic bombed (nihilism)

[OGcel]

from a rationnal point of view ihave a weak chin, a jawline existent as a yeti, i never had any contact with any female since i'm born, im pushing 25 between doing shitty jobs and neeting

its clearly over for me

all the day i try to distract me from the reality and its way more deeper than brutal than this i don't want to make myself rope mid-post

yesterday something happened that reminded me that i was a piss a of shit that it was over for me, that i lost the game why im tryharding

im only trying to not worsen the situation thats it but ive seen this demon in me and i was scarred. what kind of man i will be if i really don't give a fuck

 

[Izayacel]

Well tryharding dosnt mean Shit when people around you Just got Shit given to Them or they lucked Out .

Lay Back and relax a bit , this Shit IS mit your fault .