Serious I'm lost and don't know what I'm doing....

[Justanotherbloke]

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this weird limbo where every day just bleeds into the next. No real goals, no driving purpose, just going through the motions, waiting for something to click. It’s not even acute misery, just this dull, persistent sense of being… adrift. Like I’m watching my own life from the sidelines while everyone else seems to have some semblance of a script.
I keep thinking it’ll change, that some epiphany or external shift will snap me out of it, but nothing does. Just the same cycle of half-hearted attempts and resignation.

 

[Mecoja]

Felt the same for decades, waiting for life to happen. Until I got a job, now I have defined reasons why I hate my life.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Felt the same for decades, waiting for life to happen. Until I got a job, now I have defined reasons why I hate my life.

What am I working for? Just to survive and prolong the suffering and being stuck in this shit world?

 

[Mrocznykichajnik]

My biggest goal was to finish high school, now my biggest goal is to finish uni. After that happens, I'm done. I'll just work like a slave until I die

 

[PureImagination]

That’s it.

You won’t discover a ancient map to a hidden treasure

You won’t get bitten by a radioactive spider and be reborn as superhuman

The world won’t be ran over by zombies and you have to fight for survival

This is live in the 21st century

Boring and repetitive

 

[Justanotherbloke]

This is live in the 21st century
Boring and repetitive

It would be way better if I had a dating life or a girl who truly cared for me and loved me, for who I am as a person.

 

[Mecoja]

What am I working for? Just to survive and prolong the suffering and being stuck in this shit world?

Depending on parents and the system feels ok. But once parents die and you start depending on your siblings, its a different story. Its humiliating and they start bossing you around, thinking that they own you. At that point its suicide or wageslaving.

 

[Fat Link]

Felt the same for decades, waiting for life to happen. Until I got a job, now I have defined reasons why I hate my life.

Same except for the job part.

 

[Mecoja]

It would be way better if I had a dating life or a girl who truly cared for me and loved me, for who I am as a person.

That would be a reason to live. But I doubt that that even exists nowadays. All married people I know cheat and act worse than the singles.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

All married people I know cheat and act worse than the singles.

SuiFuel

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Same. Every time I go on some self-improvement venture and believe that it’ll change things for me, it doesn’t in the end. The world just kicks me when I’m down and laughs. This is how it feels when you’ve internalized the truth that you were never meant to be a part of this world.

 

[Mecoja]

SuiFuel

Its a horrible world we live in, you can't trust anyone. For me loyalty and respect from a foid would be what would make me happy. But even if by some miracle I got with a foid, you never know if she's fucking her ex, coleague or who knows who.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

Same. Every time I go on some self-improvement venture and believe that it’ll change things for me, it doesn’t in the end. The world just kicks me when I’m down and laughs. This is how it feels when you’ve internalized the truth that you were never meant to be a part of this world.

That 'self improvement' stuff only works for the short term. Once you're 6 ish months in, you want to experience more in life and find that bigger purpose.
I swear this life is so boring, repetitive and it feels like a prison.
I feel trapped as if I can't go anywhere mentally

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That 'self improvement' stuff only works for the short term. Once you're 6 ish months in, you want to experience more in life and find that bigger purpose.
I swear this life is so boring, repetitive and it feels like a prison.
I feel trapped as if I can't go anywhere mentally

Yep. It’s like rearranging furniture in a burning house. You do all this ‘work on yourself’ stuff, but the core problem doesn't change.

 

[Friezacel]

Its a horrible world we live in, you can't trust anyone. For me loyalty and respect from a foid would be what would make me happy. But even if by some miracle I got with a foid, you never know if she's fucking her ex, coleague or who knows who.

It should be legal to equip your gf/wife with a bodycam, a GPS tracker, a microphone and an electric ankle bracelets

 

[Friezacel]

It’s like rearranging furniture in a burning house.

high IQ metaphor

 

[Pancakecel]

The days merge into forgettable nothingness, it's just rotting alone, staring at screens or sleeping, for me.

Still prefer it to wageslaving though, having to deal with normfags everyday made me feel worse, as most of them would react negatively to me.

 

[PureImagination]

It would be way better if I had a dating life or a girl who truly cared for me and loved me, for who I am as a person.

Even more unrealistic

 

[Justanotherbloke]

The days merge into forgettable nothingness, it's just rotting alone, staring at screens or sleeping, for me.

Exact same story here

Still prefer it to wageslaving though, having to deal with normfags everyday made me feel worse, as most of them would react negatively to me.

This.
If I had a blue collar job where I don't need to deal with normies every day, but on a less frequent basis, that would be perfect.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Nothing ever changes.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Same, and any attempt to escape this lifestyle fails.