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It's a strange feeling, I don't know how to express it well. It's as if I was outside of myself watching me dying, but at the same time I'm still inside myself and feeling everything that Im seeing. Sometimes I feel like I'm living moments that belong in the future or even that don't bellong anywhere at all, as if the present moment got replaced by a fake one.
I've had this feeling for quite some time, first it was like living the final months of my lfei, then weeks and now days, I seriously think the end of my sufference is coming. I'm not even sure if I really want to die, but I have this sensation that it already happened and now I'm just living in a fake future where I'm still alive
I know this doesn't make any sense, it's a really weird feeling and I don't think there are words for this, neither in english nor italian
Anyone else feels like this?
I've had this feeling for quite some time, first it was like living the final months of my lfei, then weeks and now days, I seriously think the end of my sufference is coming. I'm not even sure if I really want to die, but I have this sensation that it already happened and now I'm just living in a fake future where I'm still alive
I know this doesn't make any sense, it's a really weird feeling and I don't think there are words for this, neither in english nor italian
Anyone else feels like this?