Serious Im I just spoiled and entitled or does my mom genuinely sound verbally harsh?

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

When I was really really little she always used to hit the fuck out of me and I saw her as a literal monster but she stopped once she found out I was retarded. I have low impulse control due to poor emotionally regulation and since I would always freak out and shit as a kid and not get beat for it like other kids would she would always tell me how spoiled I am making me feel like im inherently a defective person. She always talks to me in a overly harsh tone like even just asking me to take a shower its like she's commanding a dog. Sometimes the way her harsh voice sounds makes me speeg out especially on bad days and then she makes me feel bad for what I do after. I'm sadly mixed so my mother is ethnic btw

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

When I tell her how harsh and mean her voice is when she talks to me she says its just rules etc.

 

[PhineasSpear]

Your mother sounds like a bitch. No offense.

 

[lifein3d]

I feel the same way. I have very complicated feeling my parents can't understand. They just say I'm overreacting all the time! God I wish I wasn't attached to them like shackles.

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

Your mother sounds like a bitch. No offense.

I remember as a kid I told some other kid in my class about my mom and he said the same thing. I remember the same kid once although wasn't directly bragging told me that his mom bought him an Xbox one with fallout 4 for Christmas (we were 10). This made me sad because even if my mom had a lot of disposable money , I'd doubt she'd ever buy anything like that for me

 

[NepNep]

How old r u? I personally wouldn't be taking this shit.

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

How old r u? I personally wouldn't be taking this shit.

21

 

[Izayacel]

Your mother sounds like a bitch. No offense.