
Deleted member 101
I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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Not in a “contributing to society” kind of way, but in a “I’m a failure at life” kind of way.
I’ve been a NEET since last November after getting fired from my wage slave job, and now with the pandemic happening, I have not looked for work as a way to protect my middle aged parents from potentially getting COVID-19. And while the payments will help me build by savings back up and keep me afloat until the pandemic ends, I still feel ashamed to be getting payments. It just makes me feel like a failure at life when there’s others my age already making six figures, while I’m a loser who needs NEETbux. I could go back to school but COVID and my anxiety make that an issue. Fuck.
I’ve been a NEET since last November after getting fired from my wage slave job, and now with the pandemic happening, I have not looked for work as a way to protect my middle aged parents from potentially getting COVID-19. And while the payments will help me build by savings back up and keep me afloat until the pandemic ends, I still feel ashamed to be getting payments. It just makes me feel like a failure at life when there’s others my age already making six figures, while I’m a loser who needs NEETbux. I could go back to school but COVID and my anxiety make that an issue. Fuck.