So as many of you know I was in a psych ward recently. I’m going to change my life around. Now that I’m almost 2 years sober from drugs, and am on anti psychotics and other meds for my schizoaffective disorder, bipolar and ADHD I feel much more stable, and am already more sociable around people. Now I just have to get back into the gym, and join clubs at college so that I can get to meet new people and hopefully a girlfriend and make friends. And lastly I will be running a marathon which is something I did before COVID so it’s sort of an emotional milestone.
I hope y’all don’t feel a way, but I’m tired of waking up feeling depressed and empty every day. As some of y’all know I was raped, bullied, and grew up with my parents fighting at home. But I won’t let this define me, I’m going to be 20 next year, I have to become my own man. I’ll keep updates on my experiences - if I fail - which I hope I don’t.
I hope y’all don’t feel a way, but I’m tired of waking up feeling depressed and empty every day. As some of y’all know I was raped, bullied, and grew up with my parents fighting at home. But I won’t let this define me, I’m going to be 20 next year, I have to become my own man. I’ll keep updates on my experiences - if I fail - which I hope I don’t.
