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Aspergcel
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I met my therapist about a month ago. But we mostly talked about my autism. Next time I meet him, I’m going to talk about my 13 year old cousin because I need help to stop obsessing over her. Even though I have let go of her already and will not message her again, I still think about her often. I want my therapist to help me stop obsessing over her. Not just her, but any person that I become obsessed with. My obsessions have always lead to bad things. You guys remember my oneitis that I sang a love song for? I was obsessed with her too. If I was never obsessed with her, I would’ve never sang for her. And then my reputation wouldn’t have been ruined today. I have so much regret over the fact that I didn’t see a therapist when I was younger for my social anxiety problems. Yet I’m doing the exact same thing now: not going to a therapist as an adult despite needing one. My obsession with revenge is also what led to me committing the crime against my female classmate in high school. I need to stop my obsessions as soon as possible. Whatever it takes. Medication, therapy, anything. Imagine this. Imagine if I used my energy on something positive instead of being obsessed. Look at these bad events that occurred due to my obsessions. Firstly, the crime I committed against a female classmate in high school. She bullied me severely and I became obsessed with the idea of revenge. I wanted to ruin her life. Imagine if I had used all of that energy on improving my life instead. Secondly, my oneitis whom I sang for. Imagine if I had left her alone instead of chasing her and becoming obsessed with her. Then all of those bad events would’ve never happened. The fact that I was sending messages to my 13 year old cousin multiple times a week is a perfect example of an obsession. Imagine if I never messaged her in the first place. Then maybe she would’ve given me another chance. But no, I kept bugging her and now she hates me even more.
So in conclusion: I will see a therapist to get help for my obsessions.
So in conclusion: I will see a therapist to get help for my obsessions.





