I'm going to kill myself next week

[your personality]

But I don't think I'm right. I fully admit my sins and flaws like I said. I don't deserve salvation, God gave it to me because He's good and merciful. He does want everyone to be saved, but people won't accept the tremendous sacrifice He did for us.

Salvation in the church age is ONLY by faith:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqxD39sQ8Lg

Doing good works or not sinning or not sinning over a quota doesn't save you or keep you saved:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxrjSxyB9oE



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlHA9_ZvIIU&

That said, grace is NOT an excuse to sin:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQNHAns6vkc

...nor does grace protect you from all the consequences of sinning (if you're saved, your soul is saved so you won't go to hell, but other stuff can happen with you if you sin. God chastises His children). Also, we saved people will go through the judgement seat of Christ:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioAeLHB6BF0

And you need true repentance to get saved:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZSOmwe0V9s

But repentance is not stop sinning forever (or else no would be saved), but rather metanoia, a change of mind. Recognizing and accepting what's sin, that sin is bad and that you're a sinner. Feeling bad for this fact. When you understand sin for what it is, you'll naturally put effort into stopping but it's very common to stumble and fail because the Holy Spirit doesn't do away with the flesh. Saved people are still in the flesh, it's a war between flesh and spirit as long as you're alive in your mortal body.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YO0RqkiUsk

Okay the saved but not necessary beyond chastening by god for sinning part makes sense.

At the same time:
how can you love god and love god's creation but hate "agecucks" and feminists because as much as you disagree with their views aren't they still technically made by god and therefore hating them is hating god's creation?
You may say: I only hate the sin and not the sinner.
Okay but at what point does that distinction come in? If you speak ill of people hating on you like "agecucks" and feminists for long enough don't you think you will come to hate them as a person?
And don't you think that it will prime you to not be able to forgive them or even be in their presence even if they hold the same views about being pro women's rights but are now in your church and faith groups?

 

[waste matter]

It is tragic but you'll be in a much better place when you find peace.

 

[Mainländer]

how can you love god and love god's creation but hate "agecucks" and feminists because as much as you disagree with their views aren't they still technically made by god and therefore hating them is hating god's creation?
You may say: I only hate the sin and not the sinner.
Okay but at what point does that distinction come in? If you speak ill of people hating on you like "agecucks" and feminists for long enough don't you think you will come to hate them as a person?

What I hate the most about that whole agecuck thing is the injustice. I hate that a man's life gets utterly ruined because he once saw a picture on the internet for free, or fell in love with and kissed a 17 year old he intended to marry with, while women who get abortions, people who push trans shit onto little kids, women who frivorce their husbands and ruin their families and then expose their children to stepfather(s), which are statistically the most likely people to commit child abuse, etc, not only don't get any punishment for doing so but even get acclaimed by clown world.

The word of God says that:

1. it's good for women to marry young

1 Timothy 5:14 King James Version​

14 I will therefore that the younger women marry, bear children, guide the house, give none occasion to the adversary to speak reproachfully.​

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1st Corinthians 7:36 KJV But if any man think that he behaveth himself uncomely toward his virgin, if she pass the flower of her age, and need so require, let him do what he will, he sinneth not: let them marry.​

2. women were created for men, must have no authority over men, speak in the church, etc

1st Corinthians 11 KJV:
8 For the man is not of the woman: but the woman of the man.
9 Neither was the man created for the woman; but the woman for the man.

1 Timothy 2:11-12 Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection. But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence.

1 Corinthians 14:34-35 Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience, as also saith the law. And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church.

1 Timothy 3:2 A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, vigilant, sober, of good behaviour, given to hospitality, apt to teach;

Feminism is satanic (it's an inversion of God's commands, this is exactly what Satan does) and agecuck stuff is very counterproductive as it allows or even encourages young girls who are already ripe and desiring sex and relationships to "experiment" sexually before getting married (which nowadays only happens decades after puberty on average) while severely discouraging and outlawing young marriage. I firmly believe feminism was one of the most successful creations of Satan, if not the most successful.

And don't you think that it will prime you to not be able to forgive them or even be in their presence even if they hold the same views about being pro women's rights but are now in your church and faith groups?

With the current levels of feminism, gynocentrism and agecuckoldry in our societies, as well as wrong doctrine in general in Christianity (which was predicted was gonna happen in the last days of the church btw) , it's indeed very difficult to find a good church that rightly divides the word of truth and doesn't mix in satanic feminism for the sake of pleasing the world. Unfortunately, I am yet to find a church like this in my whereabouts, so what I do is watching pastors whom I trust like the ones whose videos I linked to you in my other post.

 

[BlkPillPres]

why would god hate us?
at least the one's here that repent

God doesn't hate us, the opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference, that's actually much worse

Were not even an afterthought in God's mind, our suffering goes unnoticed

He didn't make use suffer, we just happened to be the ones born to suffer in the cruel world he designed, were suffering based on the roll of a pair of dice

 

[Emba]

See you next year

 

[Urekkim]

Hopefully survival instinct wont cuck you

 

[Incline]

It be a shame to do that. Who knows how long it will take you to find your way back into some being capable of reason? It could be a couple trillion lifetimes till you get another chance.

 

[CaveManSupreme]

Speedrun

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Hope you didn't do it mate. I won't say any platitudes or normie words like "there's so much to live for", or "there's people that would miss you/love you", but really there's a lot to life and there's no need to kill yourself. Just try to live as comfortably as possible, try to fight stress and stop giving a damn, try to enjoy life. Though it's hard.

 

[Serpents reign]

Okay the saved but not necessary beyond chastening by god for sinning part makes sense.

At the same time:
how can you love god and love god's creation but hate "agecucks" and feminists because as much as you disagree with their views aren't they still technically made by god and therefore hating them is hating god's creation?
You may say: I only hate the sin and not the sinner.
Okay but at what point does that distinction come in? If you speak ill of people hating on you like "agecucks" and feminists for long enough don't you think you will come to hate them as a person?
And don't you think that it will prime you to not be able to forgive them or even be in their presence even if they hold the same views about being pro women's rights but are now in your church and faith groups?

God doesn't fucking exist christianity made me a blue pill cuck And I began a lot of friendships with sex havers Who treated me like a little boy and manipulated me into their way of thinking. In fact I don't care if God exists or not. I would rather go to hell anyway because I fucking hate god.