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I have like no desire for female attention anymore. Virgin at 30. Didn't know what an incel was until the toronto van attack and found this site shortly after. Had a one-itis at work. Second one-itis I've ever had since my life has mostly been devoid of positive foid attention and she would be nice to me. I eventually decided fuck it might as well try to move out of the friend zone and got denied. I don't know why I care about foid attention. The black pill has been prevelant in almost every facet of my life growing up and this site has been one huge wake up call for me. At first it's funny, then sad, then you just feel mad knowing you've been told one big lie your whole life. Now I just feel at peace.
I don't feel like my life is a complete waste since I have my own place with a nice car and some money put away despite not making that much. I would easily be poor as fuck if I had a wife and kids but I don't so I can afford my copes.
I needed to post this cuz this is probably the only place on the Internet where anybody would understand.
I don't feel like my life is a complete waste since I have my own place with a nice car and some money put away despite not making that much. I would easily be poor as fuck if I had a wife and kids but I don't so I can afford my copes.
I needed to post this cuz this is probably the only place on the Internet where anybody would understand.
