
Profligate
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- Mar 24, 2018
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Things are seriously getting out of hand and I don't know what else there is left to do besides roping. I literally have no one to talk to except my mother but I don't want to stress her out. I don't know how she is gonna react to this since I've been lying to her for ages about everything being alright.
I've been so awful to everyone around me even to people who were trying to be friendly with me because of all of my bad experiences with people. I just pushed everyone away because in my mind they were all bad people who were gonna hurt me. I could've had some friends now who I can talk to but instead I messed up every opportunity because of my stupid ego and insecurities.
I think it's time to finally give in and try to get some help. I don't really have anything to lose at this point.
I've been so awful to everyone around me even to people who were trying to be friendly with me because of all of my bad experiences with people. I just pushed everyone away because in my mind they were all bad people who were gonna hurt me. I could've had some friends now who I can talk to but instead I messed up every opportunity because of my stupid ego and insecurities.
I think it's time to finally give in and try to get some help. I don't really have anything to lose at this point.