Serious I'm feeling so bad

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

To summarize, i feel tired, my throat is for some reason dry and is harder to swallow, idfk what's going on.
I quitted drinking coffee with milk and soda and I'm drinking tea only now. But this feels like too much of a withdrawal for that.
It feels like weed withdrawal, or some sort of poisoning, maybe I'm ill. Idfk man. My mom is crazy and we had arguments before, is it really unlikely for she to be poisoning me or maybe putting weed on my food?
This is such a hell man.
I'm having bad anxiety, it feels like I'm going insane too.
I don't have anybody else to talk with about this.
I'm sad anxious and I feel like I'm gonna die.

 

[Fantasea]

My mom is crazy and we had arguments before, is it really unlikely for she to be poisoning me or maybe putting weed on my food?

sounds like paranoia.

 

[lnceI]

idk what to tell you man try to lay down and relax

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

sounds like paranoia.

Brother my mom is crazy, she threw a knife to my dad one day, she believes in conspiracy shit, her mom is schizophrenic and she told be about hallucinations or stuff like that she had as a kid.
I don't think is a delusional paranoia, it looks like a real threat to me

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

idk what to tell you man try to lay down and relax

Yeah but the problem is that my mom could be actually be drugging me or poisoning me, as I said above responding to fantasea, she is legit crazy, she takes weed edibles in top of that.

 

[Fantasea]

Brother my mom is crazy, she threw a knife to my dad one day, she believes in conspiracy shit, her mom is schizophrenic and she told be about hallucinations or stuff like that she had as a kid.
I don't think is a delusional paranoia, it looks like a real threat to me

u could prepare ur own food for the next 2 days and see if anything changes.

 

[lnceI]

Yeah but the problem is that my mom could be actually be drugging me or poisoning me, as I said above responding to fantasea, she is legit crazy, she takes weed edibles in top of that.

Brother my mom is crazy, she threw a knife to my dad one day, she believes in conspiracy shit, her mom is schizophrenic and she told be about hallucinations or stuff like that she had as a kid.
I don't think is a delusional paranoia, it looks like a real threat to me

brutal. im sorry man

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

u could prepare ur own food for the next 2 days and see if anything changes.

Brother, If my mom is really drugging me or poisoning me, she is not stupid, she will drug the food whenever I'm not in the kitchen. Also, when I tried to make my own food some time ago, she started yelling and telling me that i will mess up and that is her job so she do it.

So even if i make my own food she can drug it up anyways, and i can't even cook my own food as my mom don't let me.

I'm going to buy a THC test online to see if I have THC on my blood or urine.
Who knows, maybe she could be poisoning me with other stuff.

 

[Fantasea]

Brother, If my mom is really drugging me or poisoning me, she is not stupid, she will drug the food whenever I'm not in the kitchen. Also, when I tried to make my own food some time ago, she started yelling and telling me that i will mess up and that is her job so she do it.

So even if i make my own food she can drug it up anyways, and i can't even cook my own food as my mom don't let me.

I'm going to buy a THC test online to see if I have THC on my blood or urine.
Who knows, maybe she could be poisoning me with other stuff.

ghandimaxx.

 

[wereq]

This is such a hell man.
I'm having bad anxiety, it feels like I'm going insane too.
I don't have anybody else to talk with about this.
I'm sad anxious and I feel like I'm gonna die.

This is my current state as well so I have no solution for you. Just half hour ago I was rotting in bed with anxiety and depression arguing with my dad, telling him that he should've never reproduced (he agreed).

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

I quitted drinking coffee with milk and soda and I'm drinking tea only now. But this feels like too much of a withdrawal for that.

caffeine is a drug and withdrawals a bitch; i think that's what's going on

but yeah do a test if you think you're actually being fed THC