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Incel_Because_Short
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Honestly I think you have to be a certain kind of person in order to enjoy it.
Just went to see an escort today (my second time) and I really did not have a good time. Could not finish at all, even though the girl was cute and accommodating.
First girl I saw was doing Girlfriend Experience, and I enjoyed talking to her more than I enjoyed fucking her. The only reason why that one felt better was because she somewhat made me feel as if there was some sort of connection. I couldn't finish with her either but it felt good.
This girl I just saw didn't do GFE so it was literally just sex. Couldn't finish. She asked me why I felt so nervous and I lied and told her it was my first time doing it. She tried everything, even different positions and stuff, didn't work.
Anyhow I left. On the ride home, I realized that sex alone is not going to make me feel better. I don't need to fuck, I can pleasure myself just fine. I need a girlfriend. I need someone who likes me for me, who I can actually connect with. Someone I can talk with and confide with.
I will forever be envious of what Chad is able to get.
I don't think escortcelling will work for me anymore, I'm going to stick to alcohol. It's cheaper and more enjoyable.
Just went to see an escort today (my second time) and I really did not have a good time. Could not finish at all, even though the girl was cute and accommodating.
First girl I saw was doing Girlfriend Experience, and I enjoyed talking to her more than I enjoyed fucking her. The only reason why that one felt better was because she somewhat made me feel as if there was some sort of connection. I couldn't finish with her either but it felt good.
This girl I just saw didn't do GFE so it was literally just sex. Couldn't finish. She asked me why I felt so nervous and I lied and told her it was my first time doing it. She tried everything, even different positions and stuff, didn't work.
Anyhow I left. On the ride home, I realized that sex alone is not going to make me feel better. I don't need to fuck, I can pleasure myself just fine. I need a girlfriend. I need someone who likes me for me, who I can actually connect with. Someone I can talk with and confide with.
I will forever be envious of what Chad is able to get.
I don't think escortcelling will work for me anymore, I'm going to stick to alcohol. It's cheaper and more enjoyable.