My sand nigger father made a forced wedding with my mother, all the family of my mother side pushed so she can get married to him because he had officials french paper, wich mean she would be able to live in France.
She didn't want to marry him in the first place, and I hate that because of family pressure i had to come into life for literallynothing but mental suffering.
Funfact : When she came to France, she discovers that he is an alcoholic who does not pray, eat porks and smokes a lot, she always was very into religion.
Funfact 2 : They are cousin. I let you guess how luck I am in genetic lottery.
Funfact 3 : She lived all her life in closed door. She only had the right to get me to school and that's it.
Funfact 4 : Before covid, i had a trip in our sandnigger country, only me and my mother, we met a guy who is married to one of the woman of the family, a very holy man, in the " right path " of life , my mother told me that back in the day, a few week before my actual father propose her, that holy man very into religion, very kind, the exact opposite of my father, proposed my mother to marry him, damn i really wish she had said yes to him so she could have an actual good life in her country, instead of marrying the wrong guy and having me, im sad for her honestly.
To help me more in life, they limited my interaction with other kids, wich mean i had no social skill and always been awkward toward people even if i thought I was being normal.
When i was a kid, my father was a nasty bastard, yelling all the time, i never seen love in his eyes toward me, it's like he hated the fact that i had to born because all he wanted is to have a wi...A slave to have sex with him and cook for him, i understand people who feel like they are a mistake because they parent had them by accident, but to be honest I feel more like the fruit of a consensual rape more than an actual mistake.
I couldn't make jokes, i couldn't laught like i wanted, i had to shut my mouth most of the time, no wonder i was a quit kid at school.
Anyway, i had to vent somewhere i guess and it had to be here.
Have a nice day gentleman's.
She didn't want to marry him in the first place, and I hate that because of family pressure i had to come into life for literallynothing but mental suffering.
Funfact : When she came to France, she discovers that he is an alcoholic who does not pray, eat porks and smokes a lot, she always was very into religion.
Funfact 2 : They are cousin. I let you guess how luck I am in genetic lottery.
Funfact 3 : She lived all her life in closed door. She only had the right to get me to school and that's it.
Funfact 4 : Before covid, i had a trip in our sandnigger country, only me and my mother, we met a guy who is married to one of the woman of the family, a very holy man, in the " right path " of life , my mother told me that back in the day, a few week before my actual father propose her, that holy man very into religion, very kind, the exact opposite of my father, proposed my mother to marry him, damn i really wish she had said yes to him so she could have an actual good life in her country, instead of marrying the wrong guy and having me, im sad for her honestly.
To help me more in life, they limited my interaction with other kids, wich mean i had no social skill and always been awkward toward people even if i thought I was being normal.
When i was a kid, my father was a nasty bastard, yelling all the time, i never seen love in his eyes toward me, it's like he hated the fact that i had to born because all he wanted is to have a wi...A slave to have sex with him and cook for him, i understand people who feel like they are a mistake because they parent had them by accident, but to be honest I feel more like the fruit of a consensual rape more than an actual mistake.
I couldn't make jokes, i couldn't laught like i wanted, i had to shut my mouth most of the time, no wonder i was a quit kid at school.
Anyway, i had to vent somewhere i guess and it had to be here.
Have a nice day gentleman's.
