None of you will ever understand OP's pain.
I get it to an extent, i've thought about wanting to somehow get surgery to change my race before if such a thing were possible.
No one likes to be outcasted and I have no particular attachment to the idea of being Black, it's just something that's forced on you and you either are happy with it, (Most people I imagine are happy with their ethnicity, except for Noodlewhore roasties) come to grips with it, (That's what I try to do) or you're miserable the rest of your life trying to change it.
The problem with being Black, namely African-American is that you get a daily reminder that you're not wanted by the majority of the people in your own country. Like that post yesterday (That the mods removed and warned me for cuz stormfrontcels got pissy JFL) where I described how the other day some old White roastie decided to be a bitch are start interrogating me for existing, and how this seems to happen to me more and more recently. If I were White that wouldn't happen, if I were White I wouldn't feel like such an outcast.
It's easy to sit back and call someone self-hating for disliking the hand they were dealt, but none of you seem to say this about looks. If you want to change your face to look more like Chad, Chang, or Tyrone, you are self-hating. But that's fine, we were taught to hate ourselves, society taught us this. We can't be happy with ourselves because society treats us so evidently differently for certain traits, whether that be having a certain face, certain race, or what have you -- society does fundamentally treat you differently for those features and as such it's only naturally that you would come out hating those features.
As an incel most of all I don't understand why so many are racial purists and are so proud of their race tbh.
Like I used to say shit like this, but after swallowing the black pill I felt so dumb saying this. I'm an incel, my race doesn't want me, other races don't want me, the fuck do I have to be proud of? I've got no camaraderie with random black thots that wouldn't touch me with a foot long pole, i've got no unspoken alliance with Tyrone's that would gas all incels if they could.
I can't be proud of a race that dooms me to inceldom.