Ub2w
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- Dec 25, 2017
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Since i got an alar reduction in February of this year and planning to get a complete nose job this year, at least half of my fucking family have started seen like I'm some kind of black sheep, when they visit they just don't talk to me or even try to make eye contact, i have lose their respect and i don't i will even recover them.
I mean, why they were expecting? that i just live the rest of my days without being able to get out of my house without making woman scream and imbeciles shouting at me? i sincerely have enough of this, why me? between all the billions in this shitty piece of rock i was choose to be <1% of people that makes blackops2cel look like a IG star, never lacked male friends, and i got more sexual contact by the opposite gender before entering puberty that after.
I used to think i have lose the ability to cry after my sensitivity dissapeared for all the abuse and isolation, but i fucking cried two nights ago, a silent cry, i will never a normal person, maybe i will ascend by outside but by inside don't matters how many sex or friendships i get for the fucking, primitive, hormone-drived animals know as humanity there's will always the eye that makes me don't stopped seeing how they really are.
I mean, why they were expecting? that i just live the rest of my days without being able to get out of my house without making woman scream and imbeciles shouting at me? i sincerely have enough of this, why me? between all the billions in this shitty piece of rock i was choose to be <1% of people that makes blackops2cel look like a IG star, never lacked male friends, and i got more sexual contact by the opposite gender before entering puberty that after.
I used to think i have lose the ability to cry after my sensitivity dissapeared for all the abuse and isolation, but i fucking cried two nights ago, a silent cry, i will never a normal person, maybe i will ascend by outside but by inside don't matters how many sex or friendships i get for the fucking, primitive, hormone-drived animals know as humanity there's will always the eye that makes me don't stopped seeing how they really are.