I'm aware of my inceldom even in dreams

[Minjaze]

Last night, I had this dream where I was with this Asian prostitute. Yes, the idea of a girl finding me attractive is SO alien to me that my brain was like "nope, you only get to have paid sex even in your fantasy"

Anyway, I give my cash to this old guy who I guess was her pimp, and begin to touch her. She's visibly disgusted right away, almost crying, but I continue anyway cause I want my money's worth.

I start to kiss her and suddenly it all feels wrong. I begin to realize that I'm not feeling anything and that my tongue isn't even touching hers. My mind just couldn't compute what a kiss felt like.

I woke up moments later and realized just how pathetic I am. I'm an ugly loser even in my subconscious, I can't even IMAGINE what these experiences feel like.

 

[SeifEsteem]

I had a dream once where a girl confessed to me and then she snickered and pointed at me while looking down on me (cus she's obviously taller"

 

[Minjaze]

I had a dream once where a girl confessed to me and then she snickered and pointed at me while looking down on me (cus she's obviously taller"

Holy shit.
We can't win anywhere.

 

[SeifEsteem]

I had a dream once where a girl confessed to me and then she snickered and pointed at me while looking down on me (cus she's obviously taller"

Holy shit.
We can't win anywhere.

I'm in bed hugging my pillow rn because I want it to be another person but it won't ever be so I havent named the pillow yet

Maybe I'll fall in love with it if

Pretty desperate for anything at this point

 

[Minjaze]

I'm in bed hugging my pillow rn because I want it to be another person but it won't ever be so I havent named the pillow yet

Maybe I'll fall in love with it if

Pretty desperate for anything at this point

I know that feel man, I've done the same. :/
At this point, I'd actually buy one of those body pillows with a cute anime girl on it.

 

[SeifEsteem]

I'm in bed hugging my pillow rn because I want it to be another person but it won't ever be so I havent named the pillow yet
Maybe I'll fall in love with it if
Pretty desperate for anything at this point

I know that feel man, I've done the same. :/
At this point, I'd actually buy one of those body pillows with a cute anime girl on it.

Ya I'll probably buy one too tbh

Not into anime tho

 

[ghostcell]

Last night, I had this dream where I was with this Asian prostitute. Yes, the idea of a girl finding me attractive is SO alien to me that my brain was like "nope, you only get to have paid sex even in your fantasy"

Anyway, I give my cash to this old guy who I guess was her pimp, and begin to touch her. She's visibly disgusted right away, almost crying, but I continue anyway cause I want my money's worth.

I start to kiss her and suddenly it all feels wrong. I begin to realize that I'm not feeling anything and that my tongue isn't even touching hers. My mind just couldn't compute what a kiss felt like.

I woke up moments later and realized just how pathetic I am. I'm an ugly loser even in my subconscious, I can't even IMAGINE what these experiences feel like.

i had a dream once i was taking a piss on the train and the train started shaking and i fell face first into the toilet bowl full of shit and piss

 

[Machiavelli]

You’re too far gone my man

I have dreams about my old girls I used to like or random shit

 

[Minjaze]

You’re too far gone my man

I have dreams about my old girls I used to like or random shit

Yeah man, it's over.

Hope those pleasant dreams of your remain at the very least and you don't end up like me.