Lazyandtalentless
Admiral
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- Oct 21, 2024
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I’m at this party, but I might as well not be here. I didn’t even want to come, but I got dragged along anyway. Everyone’s talking, laughing, having a good time, and I’m just stuck in the corner, wishing I could vanish. I can’t even bring myself to look at anyone, I know they’re judging me. I overheard some people laughing and saying things about me earlier—'look at that guy, he’s so ugly.' It stings, but I can’t say anything, I just sit there and try to ignore it. But it doesn’t go away. I feel like I’m a joke to everyone. I don’t belong here. I don’t belong anywhere. I keep thinking, maybe one day someone will see me, maybe someone will tell me I matter, but I know deep down that’s never going to happen. I’ll always be this way, this invisible, unwanted person. I hate myself for it, but I don’t know how to fix it. I just want someone to care, to notice me, but I know that will never happen.