SuicideFuel I’m at the dermatologist for what could be the last time

[LoveN1]

Next month I turn 26 and will have no insurance for my skin cream/ointment. I’ve been going to this dermatologist for about 5 years now and before that my skin was one giant weeping scab. I’ve honestly been thinking about offing myself because I have literally no hope. My skin is so bad when it’s not flaring up I’ve had people genuinely ask me if I was in a fire. I’m ready to eat the barrel of my gun, while I sit in this office right now. I’m basically waiting to tell my doctor this will be our last visit and boy am I anxious. I’ve honestly been dreading this day all year, and I know my skin and credit are so bad I have no chance of getting anything decent.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Brutal as fuck good luck

 

[Uglyethnicrat]

Damn skin is important

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Brutal , Sorry man. Wish you luck and try to cope

 

[LoveN1]

Thanks guy, nice being able to tell someone how fucked I feel. It’s not like I can talk about this with family without them trying give me bs about how I can do it and and things will work out when I have a lifetime of experience saying otherwise.

 

[HappilySingle]

Suck up your pride and make a crying video on go fund me.

 

[LoveN1]

Suck up your pride and make a crying video on go fund me.

So die a scab and have no pride