Venting Im always so paranoid my mom is gonna die

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

My mom had a heart attack a little over a year ago and had 99% of her artery blocked and she almost died.

Ever since that day I've been extremely paranoid all the time about if she is okay or not.

The feeling I had thinking that she might die was fucking horrible and makes me feel horrible for anyone who actually has lost loved ones.

 

[Moroccancel]

How old was she when she suffered the heart attack?

 

[spermretentionmax]

The only thing you can do is be good to your mom and make sure she knows that you love her

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

How old was she when she suffered the heart attack?

36

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

The only thing you can do is be good to your mom and make sure she knows that you love her

I try my best.

I'm really not good at showing affection to people.

I love her way more then she probably thinks I do but she'll probably never know because I'm really bad with showing it

 

[fukurou]

36

boosted or just double vaxxed?

 

[JucheApologist]

boosted or just double vaxxed?

Yea cause how the hell does somebody get a heart attack in their 30s?

 

[Kinkcel1]

The only thing you can do is be good to your mom and make sure she knows that you love her

Yeah true. As much as my own mum is a fucking! bitch-foid, my love is always there for her.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

Yea cause how the hell does somebody get a heart attack in their 30s?

She's been smoking for a very long time

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

boosted or just double vaxxed?

I don't think she is vaxxed

 

[Kinkcel1]

36

Sorry to hear that, brocel. My own mum was also 'struck' with illness (cancer) at age 39.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

Sorry to hear that, brocel. My own mum was also 'struck' with illness (cancer) at age 39.

Brutal.

Is she still alive?

I couldn't imagine living without my mom

 

[Kinkcel1]

Brutal.

Is she still alive?

I couldn't imagine living without my mom

Oh yeah, she's fine. This happend back in 2009.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

Oh yeah, she's fine. This happend back in 2009.

Ohh.

Glad she's alive brocel.

 

[Kinkcel1]

Ohh.

Glad she's alive brocel.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

Why the sad face?

 

[Kinkcel1]

Why the sad face?

I'm glad for my mum, brocel; and I'm also glad for your mother as well. I was just feeling a bit emotional, that's all.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

I'm glad for my mum, brocel; and I'm also glad for your mother as well. I was just feeling a bit emotional, that's all.

Oh ok.

Honestly I hope I die before I ever have to see my mom die

 

[Kinkcel1]

Oh ok.

Honestly I hope I die before I ever have to see my mom die

Same here brocel. But it won't be the reality for most of us, unfortunately. Therefore, we should try to 'value' every-day spent with our brocel-moms, while they're still here with us.

 

[Morphine . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁]

You've got anxiety bro. Stop eating spicy food and caffeine, they just increase it more.

 

[Blackboy.Belgrade]

You've got anxiety bro. Stop eating spicy food and caffeine, they just increase it more.

I don't do either.

(Well I drink 1 monster maybe once a week)

 

[Morphine . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁]

I don't do either.

(Well I drink 1 monster maybe once a week)

Well there are ways to get rid of anxiety without meds but it's going to require self control. Try to tell things to yourself like "everything is alright, the world isn't ending".

Or if you want to go the meds way, benzos are the best.