SuicideFuel I'm all alone for the next 2 weeks

[WawelDragon1683]

Everyone from my house is gone and it's just me. I have no job anymore so i will be spending this time in front of the screen.

The only people i'll talk to in this time are going to be cashiers whilst buying food and alcohol.

Life is horrible really. I tried to socialize so badly but nobody cares id i live or die tbh.

If i killed myself now. I woould be found in 2 weeks and then only like 8 people would come to my funeral and none of them would care. Most would be relieved cause they hate me.

Don't know what to do. I don't want to be alone all the time but there is noone in this world that want anything to do with me.

 

[Caesercel]

 

[WØLF]

Have you tried working on your personality, getting a job, moving out, and stop being a lazy bum who leeches off of everyone around you? Don't expect a seat if you bring nothing to the table sweaty

 

[Emba]

You better get used to it

 

[Deleted member 1983]

you have any good vidya copes OP?

ive been playing burning crusade classic.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

you have any good vidya copes OP?

ive been playing burning crusade classic.

i've been playing some crusader kings 2 wehn i'm not too depressed

 

[AllejDon]

I was home alone for two weeks in august 2018 when my dad went on vacation with his gf, so I was home alone just playing games all the time with 0 friends to talk to. Then again alone for two weeks in 2019. It was fucking horrible tbh. Probably the most lonely time of my life, and the fact my grandfather died just a few days before that didn’t make it any better. Prepare yourself tbh, 2 weeks alone is pretty hard mentally. Back then I wasn’t even on forums like this to talk to like-minded people so it was even more lonely. Definitely know that dreadful feeling all too well

 

[Deleted member 30198]

rough shit man, i wish you good copes, dont want another brocel to embrace the void

 

[Deleted member 1983]

i've been playing some crusader kings 2 wehn i'm not too depressed

yeh i got bored and depressed of vidya sometimes aswell and ill just sit at the pc procrastinating

 

[Eugenicelsarefunny]

I wish, I would be cooming and drinking so much

 

[BermaPermannaculo]

Have you tried working on your personality, getting a job, moving out, and stop being a lazy bum who leeches off of everyone around you? Don't expect a seat if you bring nothing to the table sweaty

Also showering

If i killed myself now. I woould be found in 2 weeks and then only like 8 people would come to my funeral and none of them would care. Most would be relieved cause they hate me.

Sorry bro
Send you a hug

 

[Deleted member 33946]

i remember the first time i was left all alone and its a feeling i never wanna feel again the loneliness is an endless desert and even with copes i struggle to cope with no one around it was a dark and cold time

 

[Eschewcel]

Lol, it's been 5 years for me, you get used to it

 

[JestER]

I envy you ngl, fucking can't stand my family. I wish they all died in a horrendous accident

 

[Deleted member 13322]

Living alone is life-fuel if you have internet. Feeling lonely when your family members are away is a fakecel trait tbh.

 

[_realist_]

I’m in the same position as you. I had a job, but now don’t. Just at home all the time. I like internet and copes but it does get very samey. I need something more, and fast.

 

[BeatsMonster23]

Find a hobby or work on a project that will make you happy. Occupy the morning time, and on the afternoons, get your drug of choice and get high, I recommend playing vidya while smoking weed, weed is amazing, makes you happy for what you have, even if it is nothing.

weed and fapping is amazing too, or if u have money, invite an escort over ur house.

Engage in a TV show.

Dude lots of things you can do, enjoy your freedom, no nagging no nothing from your dad.

Start reading a book(while stoned)

I dunno man.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

Why depressed op ? The best time in my life is when there's no fucker to annoy me. Being alone means less drama, less social bs, more freedom. Find a long term project to work on if you can't handle the void of existence. I for instance am trying to learn how to paint, which is very demanding and makes me forget about the shitty reality. There are other stuffs you could do : explore nature around you, sport, vidyias ... Idk man, it really depends on what makes you feel good.

weed is amazing, makes you happy for what you have, even if it is nothing

ultimate proof weed is cucked

 

[WawelDragon1683]

Find a hobby or work on a project that will make you happy. Occupy the morning time, and on the afternoons, get your drug of choice and get high, I recommend playing vidya while smoking weed, weed is amazing, makes you happy for what you have, even if it is nothing.

weed and fapping is amazing too, or if u have money, invite an escort over ur house.

Engage in a TV show.

Dude lots of things you can do, enjoy your freedom, no nagging no nothing from your dad.

Start reading a book(while stoned)

I dunno man.

how do you get weed even? I know nobody

 

[BeatsMonster23]

how do you get weed even? I know nobody

I don't know where you at, but in my country there is a lot of cannabis social clubs, just join one.

 

[TallCelFag]

Perfect opportunity to fuck some tinder thots

Spoiler

in the Sims 4 sex mod

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I don't know where you at, but in my country there is a lot of cannabis social clubs, just join one.

no idea what that is

 

[Emba]

Lol, it's been 5 years for me, you get used to it

My condolences, lightweight.

4+~ decades for me

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Good to know

 

[WawelDragon1683]

Good to know

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i got bear spray

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

i got bear spray

I kill bears

me > bear spray

 

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