SuicideFuel I'm addicted

[Alone_and_Empty]

I keep telling myself I'll stay away from places like this, that I won't lurk or fill my mind with these ideas, but I keep coming back like a moth to a bright light and now I've even started posting myself. It feels like by doing this I am letting my loneliness and ugliness consume me, it has taken its toll on my life. This is the only place I feel I belong now, I have no chances of living a normal or healthy life, that became clear when females gave me looks of disgust, or would call me horrid names. Now here I am, wallowing in self hatred with others in the same boat. When it gets to the point when you're drawn to these places - as I am - it's safe to say it's over, I'm in too deep, we all are. We're trapped.

 

[Alone_and_Empty]

Why self-hate when you can get revenge? It's not at all your fault + I'm glad you didn't turn into an incel in denial /r/inceltears idiot who wants to deny the true nature of modern femoids

I'd rather neck it then become one of those coping IT faggots, but resorting to this still hurts.

 

[SubhumanMonster]

The black pill is a black hole. Once you Pass a certain point there's no way back.

 

[Alone_and_Empty]

The black pill is a black hole. Once you Pass a certain point there's no way back.

I wish I could go back, I think I could handle life better not knowing the shit I do

 

[Alone_and_Empty]

You can't turn back from the black pill because it's enlightenment

Most definitely, but it comes at a cost

 

[_incelinside]

Welcome OP. Posting here can actually be a good cope and make you feel better sometines

 

[Alone_and_Empty]

Welcome OP. Posting here can actually be a good cope and make you feel better sometines

possibly, I am trying to be better

 

[IsolationHurts]

Good luck.