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Potbellypos
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My eye doctor mentioned recently that one of my eyes is higher than the other and asked if it was the result of a major injury. I laughed it off and went on my way. HOWEVER, I was just walking by a mirror and I noticed that one of my eyes is legitimately a FULL EYE LENGTH HIGHER than the other. My face looks like a fucking Picasso painting. I'm probably autistic (my brother was diagnosed with Asperger's), so I never look anybody in the eyes, so nobody has ever mentioned this before the eye doctor. The sight of myself makes me want to vomit so I hardly ever look in the mirror, so I never noticed before. I want to fucking die. There's truly no hope for me now. Life has fucked me in every way possible. I'm legally blind with a degenerative eye disease, I'm likely an actual retard, and I'm so hideous that I'm actually deformed. In middle school when all the students were getting inspected for scoliosis, the nurse got worried when she saw me and had to go get the head nurse who said, "Oh, his shoulder blades are just different sizes, it's nothing to worry about". I must look like the fucking hunchback of Notre Dame. The attached picture is kind of what my eyes look like, except my nose is so fucking crooked it looks like a C and my front teeth are chipped from having a ladder dropped on me, I have a fat lip with a mouth that hangs open because the right side of my jaw isn't connected..