Venting i'm a sensitive person

[Kanga]

it's not like getting scared of people or afraid to get into a fight
i'm good at fighting physically
But whenever something says some brutally rude shit i fall into a anxiety attack my heart skips a beat
because i'm just afraid of what other people think of me even when i dont pretend to care
I get suicidal thoughts immiediately
what did i do to deserve this?
i get that i will never get a girlfriend or a wife, but why this shit man its just sad

 

[FBI]

because i'm just afraid of what other people think of me

Why?

 

[H8mychudlife]

Do you have any mental condition? It could play a role into sensitivity, I know that ADHD disrupts your emotional regulation to where you feel more strongly about things

 

[decapitation]

 

[Kanga]

Do you have any mental condition? It could play a role into sensitivity, I know that ADHD disrupts your emotional regulation to where you feel more strongly about things

i have fantasy prone personality, i think i do have adhd my life is a complete mess anyway
assaulted as a kid multiple times, bullied and changed schools a hundred times now im just a stay at home lowlife
i regret self harming cause its a foid attention seeking thing
I really wanna get on some medication to atleast fight with this fucked up brain
i constantly seek validation of others i guess thats one of the reason i start tripping out when it fires back and they insult me like a dog
video games and doom scrolling is my only cope these days otherwise im just dead mentally

 

[H8mychudlife]

i have fantasy prone personality, i think i do have adhd my life is a complete mess anyway
assaulted as a kid multiple times, bullied and changed schools a hundred times now im just a stay at home lowlife
i regret self harming cause its a foid attention seeking thing
I really wanna get on some medication to atleast fight with this fucked up brain
i constantly seek validation of others i guess thats one of the reason i start tripping out when it fires back and they insult me like a dog
video games and doom scrolling is my only cope these days otherwise im just dead mentally

Fantasy prone personality? I think that's just maladaptive daydreaming.

Brutal mang, tbf there's nkt much you can do with shit genetics but I hope you find serenity in something

 

[Sir Silentium]

That's good you are good at fighting. I joined boxing so I could learn how to defend myself so I don't get killed in a fight, but the people in my boxing class were some of the worst people to be with, one of them is in jail now. I stayed for 6 months or so though.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Relatable except idk if I can fight or not