Serious I'm a loser but I don't feel it's my fault

[TrueForcedIncel]

Givin what I know now about the bkackpill, lookism, the sexual market value and so on. In my case it all started back in 7th grade when I developed a horrible case of acne that left my face and emotional well being seemingly scared for life... Since that dreadful day things haven't really been...pleasant.

imagine over half your life you've been forced to live the life of a complete outcast due to being labed as a freak by my peers and so life for me in grade school from 7th grade onward needless to say was extremely akward, depressing and down right nightmarish.. anyone that's ever had acne to the point to where they get permanent scars that look like some one poked my face with an ice pick and what's worse of all.. I have a huge one right on my fucking nose! So basically when everyone looks at me they all see this gigantic fucking hole wight smack in the middle of my fucking face.. it's humiliating and yes I've contemplated suicide many time before especially in my teen years, I'm 27 as of 2020.

But my point is I don't really blame myself for being a loser living at home at almost 30 years old. Most people have no idea how lucky they are to just he able to live normal lives. Thanks to my ugly as fuck face I live life under constant negative reinforcement to the point to where now instead of being suicidal I've often been tempted to go homicidal bro for real... Every fucking day I see guys with fine ass bitches doing anything and ever

 

[Irredeemable]

Good, you should not feel guilty about genetics you didn’t choose. There is no point in regretting things you had no control over.

 

[DirtyCurryCell]

I blame my parents.

I was practically abandoned as a child, and left to fend off the sharks. Meanwhile my parents virtue signalled the fuck out of everything. And they pretended that I was happy.

I'm 25 now, acne scarred, and norwooding. I think my norwooding is due to my stress and trauma.

But every now and then, I see the relics of what could've been.

 

[WØLF]

Acne and shitty genes go hand in hand. Fuck anyone with clear skin tbh

 

[metabuxx]

Its not your fault. You were dealt a bad hand in life

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

Good, you should not feel guilty about genetics you didn’t choose. There is no point in regretting things you had no control over.

 

[Deleted member 25467]

I have acne scars too. People sometimes cover their cheeks or pick them with their fingers when around me. Sometimes I get looks of disgust. Its brutal.

 

[Mecoja]

I blame my parents.

I was practically abandoned as a child, and left to fend off the sharks. Meanwhile my parents virtue signalled the fuck out of everything. And they pretended that I was happy.

I'm 25 now, acne scarred, and norwooding. I think my norwooding is due to my stress and trauma.

But every now and then, I see the relics of what could've been.

Same with me, my mom wasnt bad but my dad was the worse immature dickhead in the world blaming his kids for everything hating us but in public and in his mind he was the best father ever.

 

[Deleted member 22685]

I mean it is our faults somewhat that we couldn't turn around our situation in life, don't get me wrong, but in the end you missed crucial milestones in your life that were simply out of your control. Point is don't beat yourself up over it, some people were put on this world just to lose.