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This is my first post. Make no mistake about it though it's completely over for me, I'm a truecel through and through. Not only am I a KHHV, I don't even have any friends since no one wants to get anywhere near me. It's brutal tbh. It's getting harder to cope every day so I decided to make a post to vent.
So I found a job recently, which even I was surprised someone would hire me. Anyways people at my job are usually polite to me, but they always maintain a distance with me like my inferior looks prevent me from being a part of their tribe. I do also get lowkey bullied sometimes with insinuated remarks, but that is to be expected so whatever.
Back to my point, when there is a discussion (job-related or not) and I try to take part in it, I am almost invariably ignored. Sometimes I will repeat the same statement or question a few times, making sure I'm loud and clear (without yelling though) and still people don't bother to answer. They act like they didn't hear anything, like I'm a ghost or something. They'll even talk over me to each other. Like wtf come on now. Sometimes I will eventually get someone to acknowledge me after persisting but I often end up giving up before because it gets ridiculous. This even happens when the person was DIRECTLY SPEAKING TO ME. The way I see it, it's a matter of respect. Talking at someone briefly here and there doesn't mean you respect them. Listening to them, on the other hand, shows you respect the person and want to hear what they have to say. People don't respect ugly though.
So I found a job recently, which even I was surprised someone would hire me. Anyways people at my job are usually polite to me, but they always maintain a distance with me like my inferior looks prevent me from being a part of their tribe. I do also get lowkey bullied sometimes with insinuated remarks, but that is to be expected so whatever.
Back to my point, when there is a discussion (job-related or not) and I try to take part in it, I am almost invariably ignored. Sometimes I will repeat the same statement or question a few times, making sure I'm loud and clear (without yelling though) and still people don't bother to answer. They act like they didn't hear anything, like I'm a ghost or something. They'll even talk over me to each other. Like wtf come on now. Sometimes I will eventually get someone to acknowledge me after persisting but I often end up giving up before because it gets ridiculous. This even happens when the person was DIRECTLY SPEAKING TO ME. The way I see it, it's a matter of respect. Talking at someone briefly here and there doesn't mean you respect them. Listening to them, on the other hand, shows you respect the person and want to hear what they have to say. People don't respect ugly though.
