I cant live anymore i dont want to but i'm too sacred to rope. Im a fraud i constantly lie. I cant stand being in my skin. And Still i hate myself but my huge fucking ego tells me that Still im better than everyone else. I cant explain it, maybe im just a hypocrite. and i Play a Smart person but it isn't true im a fucking idiot i hate myslef so much i cant even descirbe it. My parents only ask me one question "why do you want to ruin your life?" And i'm to sacred to anwser them. But deep down i know the anwser its becouse i fucking deserve it.
