I know that it is stupid of me saying this but it is what I do. I try to live my life for myself. Do you get it? I wake up, eat, exercise, go to work, in the last day of every month, when I get my paycheck, I pay my bills and go to an escort.
She gives me a back rub, suck my dick, I say to her to ride me, I come in about 0.1 nanosecond, she keeps riding it. After about 15 minutes we finish, I go to shower, pay her and leave. Simple as that.
My life feels less empty when I do a bunch of things. But still no female ever have any interest in me. They don't talk to me, they don't even look at me.