This weekend we have a kind of fair in a town nearby. I dressed elegantly. Since it was dark, my dark shirt looked impeccable. I was the best dressed there. I didn't really want to go there. I was already in bed, drunk. But I suddenly had an inner voice telling me to shower, dress up and drive there. When I got ready, I was relatively sober and could drive. As I had suspected. At the festival, I wandered around for two hours. I watched couples and was almost demotivated again. But then I channeled my inner hatred into an idea that I had spontaneously. I looked for girls who were standing around alone. One girl caught my eye. In my opinion, she looked like a Greek or Eastern European woman. In my opinion, she was subhuman, but her figure was hot. It took me at least 10 minutes to get myself to go to her. Luckily, she stood alone for that long. Her name is Kira. She was waiting for her cousin, as it turned out later. I invited her for a drink. "Can I invite a pretty girl for a drink?" was my introduction. To my surprise, she agreed. Of course, I kept trying to compliment her. It turned out that she was 10 years younger than me and was studying to be a tax clerk in some high-sounding profession. I felt humiliated with my normal trade training. But I didn't give up. I paid for everything for her. Drinks, rides on the carousel, candy floss, etc. I also told her that I found her extremely attractive (that was a lie, I find her south-eastern European subhuman face shape ugly) but that I would like to know if we should continue in case she plans to reject me. Actually, everything went well. She said she wanted to continue. Of course, I had the feeling that she only saw me as a useful idiot who paid for everything for her, but I was optimistic that I would at least get a kiss from her as thanks for the lovely evening. But then we met her cousin with 3 Chads that she had brought with her. We went into the beer tent. It was loud. An unnatural environment for an incel. People dancing on the tables, etc. From the moment the Chads were involved, Kira didn't pay any attention to me at all and there was even physical contact between her and one of the Chads. I stood there like the fifth wheel. I don't think she even noticed that I just left. I put my hand on one of the Chads' shoulder and said that I'm not a simp and went home. Maybe he conveyed my last words to Kira. In any case, it was a complete failure. I only used my money to prepare Kira's alcohol level so that some Chad could fuck her. Well, at least I went out the door for the first time at the age of 32. Lol.
