Serious Im 20 and plan on ending my life, but i cant

[DoIEvenExist]

I made plans to use my dads guns to blow my brains out in 2 days, but i cant. My baby cousin was just born and i met him for the first time a few hours ago and i love him. I want to be part of his life growing up and possibly help him get a life i don't have. He's one of the 2 or 3 people i really care about in my life. But it'll take a while for him to grow up and as he grows up living a happy childhood, my life will only get worse and more depressing so i may as well end it here. I dont know what to do.

 

[smokerlurker69]

I have heard that heroin overdose is the best way to go, I think if I killed myself that would be the way I would do it. You feel nothing but complete bliss before you die.

 

[DoIEvenExist]

I have heard that heroin overdose is the best way to go, I think if I killed myself that would be the way I would do it. You feel nothing but complete bliss before you die.

Where would i get heroin? Plus im not even sure if i want to do it.

 

[Shower_Taker]

You obviously care enough about other people in your life not to go through with it, so there's your answer. It's good that you can invest your life on others and receive something back, your newborn cousin is another chance of carrying on with that dynamic. Honestly man, the end comes for those of us who have no one, then it's just a matter of time.

 

[smokerlurker69]

Where would i get heroin? Plus im not even sure if i want to do it.

Good point. Unless you know a guy, deep web is your only shot.

 

[DoIEvenExist]

You obviously care enough about other people in your life not to go through with it, so there's your answer. It's good that you can invest your life on others and receive something back, your newborn cousin is another chance of carrying on with that dynamic. Honestly man, the end comes for those of us who have no one, then it's just a matter of time.

Alright, you're right. I'll invest my life to my cousi. I'll stay alive for him

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Don't kill yourself, you will die anyway, find shit to do in the meantime.

 

[Gremlincel]

Don't kill yourself, you will die anyway, find shit to do in the meantime.

He just made a post about being an infiltrator, called us all insane. The usual bullshit.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

He just made a post about being an infiltrator, called us all insane. The usual bullshit.

Ah cucktears trying to make us all look bad, i'll check him out.

 

[Incel Prime]

He just made a post about being an infiltrator, called us all insane. The usual bullshit.

So many more cuck infiltrators this month.

 

[Gremlincel]

Ah cucktears trying to make us all look bad, i'll check him out.

So many more cuck infiltrators this month.

Funny, how you can go from asking for help from us with being suicidal, to, that, huh?

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Funny, how you can go from asking for help from us with being suicidal, to, that, huh?

Was his post deleted?
What did it say?

 

[Evildoer]

He just made a post about being an infiltrator, called us all insane. The usual bullshit.

Purest soy rage, in other words.

 

[Gremlincel]

Was his post deleted?
What did it say?

Eh, nothing of note. "Y'all" need help, foids aren't responsible for everything bad in the world, I'm out.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Eh, nothing of note. "Y'all" need help, foids aren't responsible for everything bad in the world, I'm out.

Good riddance then.

 

[theultimate341]

Bye cuck

 

[deadman123]

I hope you aren't beating your meat to all the bitches I gave you on the porn thread you made dick eater

 

[EthnicelNL]

I hope you aren't beating your meat to all the bitches I gave you on the porn thread you made dick eater

High iq

 

[Ritalincel]

I made plans to use my dads guns to blow my brains out in 2 days, but i cant. My baby cousin was just born and i met him for the first time a few hours ago and i love him. I want to be part of his life growing up and possibly help him get a life i don't have. He's one of the 2 or 3 people i really care about in my life. But it'll take a while for him to grow up and as he grows up living a happy childhood, my life will only get worse and more depressing so i may as well end it here. I dont know what to do.

Rope

Eh, nothing of note. "Y'all" need help, foids aren't responsible for everything bad in the world, I'm out.

Just lol at this turbo cuck

 

[UglierThanSin]

If you aren't sure, don't do it. It's not a decision you're allowed to take back. There will be moments in the future where you're glad you didn't.

 

[guaucel]

Lmao he will grow, have at least oneitis experience, more technology to cope or looksmax and because of this hedonistic society he wouldnt even notice when you blow up your brain, you are going to be like an object for him. Jfl about behaving like a cuckold

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

You're cuck tears? Yeah go ahead and off yourself