
Mecoja
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Everyone is telling me to be patient and wait. But me already nearing 38 years of age, its hard for me to trust anything will change now. I will trust God against all common sense and logic and He will send me the right foid and if she appear i will pursue her and change myself and not be the passive coward like till now.
Please Lord, save me from stumbling into sin and misery which inceldom brings, give me a foid that will fix me from the ground up, make me a better man and a better servant to you, as how like i am now, im not good for anyone.
Please Almighty God, You take total control over me and if its possible for me not to spend my life in inceldom, not a day more i want this life, remove it from me. Please God, show me that your a faithful God who will not abandon His servant to be mocked and a laughing stock to everyone offline and online. Dont let them say : "Where is your god now when you need him? Your god either forsake you or he doesnt exists"
I have nothing of my own, no height, no face, no money, no nt, no status. Literally nothing with which i would attract a foid. So if a foid comes to me, it will be a clear display of Your might and glory.
You are my Father and i place all the responsibility and control over my life to You, as im incapable of doing anything on my own. You have mercy on whom You will and You have compassion on whom You will, you raise up kings and bring them down, everything is under your control. So i beg you to show me mercy and to soften the heart of a foid to me, make me someone's husband. Surely there is at least one foid on this world that i would be good for. Make us meet each other, let it be the clear sign that you still care for me and You didnt forsake me.
Please Lord, all the glory and might belong to You and there is no other power than Yours. Please dont let me be alone in this wretched world. Give me what my soul longs for, but in Your way, blessed by You, not by my own sinful and dumb and incompetent efforts.
This might seem like a joke and Bible says not to pray publicly like the pharisees. But He also said, whoever isnt ashamed of Him in front of people, He wont be ashamed of us in front of His angels. This is me not being ashamed of my God and not being ashamed of believing in Him in front of only people whom's opinions i only value.
Please Lord, save me from stumbling into sin and misery which inceldom brings, give me a foid that will fix me from the ground up, make me a better man and a better servant to you, as how like i am now, im not good for anyone.
Please Almighty God, You take total control over me and if its possible for me not to spend my life in inceldom, not a day more i want this life, remove it from me. Please God, show me that your a faithful God who will not abandon His servant to be mocked and a laughing stock to everyone offline and online. Dont let them say : "Where is your god now when you need him? Your god either forsake you or he doesnt exists"
I have nothing of my own, no height, no face, no money, no nt, no status. Literally nothing with which i would attract a foid. So if a foid comes to me, it will be a clear display of Your might and glory.
You are my Father and i place all the responsibility and control over my life to You, as im incapable of doing anything on my own. You have mercy on whom You will and You have compassion on whom You will, you raise up kings and bring them down, everything is under your control. So i beg you to show me mercy and to soften the heart of a foid to me, make me someone's husband. Surely there is at least one foid on this world that i would be good for. Make us meet each other, let it be the clear sign that you still care for me and You didnt forsake me.
Please Lord, all the glory and might belong to You and there is no other power than Yours. Please dont let me be alone in this wretched world. Give me what my soul longs for, but in Your way, blessed by You, not by my own sinful and dumb and incompetent efforts.
This might seem like a joke and Bible says not to pray publicly like the pharisees. But He also said, whoever isnt ashamed of Him in front of people, He wont be ashamed of us in front of His angels. This is me not being ashamed of my God and not being ashamed of believing in Him in front of only people whom's opinions i only value.
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