How can incels still believe in a kind loving god after all that they have experienced?

[PORTUGALCYKABLYAT]

Cool, you know about the gnostics. So you know more than the NPCS.
I do not know what religion you are critizing.
So here what I say about the modern world :

---- We life under Satan's governership( Jesus mentions Satan as the ruler of this world in John 12:31 and 14:30,)( the apostle Paul mentions Satan --"the god of this age" in 2 Corinthians 4:4)

--- God has abandoned us for our collective wickness and led to a descent into further immoral behavior (Romans 1:24-27)

--- We only have hope for a intervention so thats why christians are apocalyptic

So if you believe you can criticize something you cannot understand "Job".

Then have you thought about what your parents did? Did they gave your shit genetics. Did they not understand that you are thier son and they should of thinked before birthing you. I bet they treat you like shit and you won't recognized on what they do to you. Its probably all thier fault for your suffering.

Im a anti-natalist. They should of raised you for a good future for the long term. So how can the creator be in fault of your parents short term memory?

so satan makes chad have the easiest life ever? also god made foids the way they are, theyve always been this way, cruel, cunning merciless, just have been expressing it more due to jew support and no punishments. god should change all foids

 

[Mecoja]

I came to realization that what i want or need doesnt matters in the grand scheme of things. This world is not about us, God doesn't exists to serve us. We are created to serve God. What we want doesnt matters, its like singleplayer game created and played by one person.

Bible teaches that God's will is above all, if we are not ready to accept that, then He is not our Lord and we are not saved.

One of the reasons Jesus came to this world was to give us example of how to live our lives. He prayed if its possible to evade his ending days, but not his will but God's will to be. Jesus lived in the same body, same needs, same wishes as we are, and he put God's will above his. Obedient untill death, putting what he wants aside for the good of all of us.

Countless preachings on this subject i have watched all say the same thing. That God loves us and wants for us to be happy. That if our wishes are not evil or sinful to be patient because God will give it to you when the time is perfect.

I will be 38 years old soon. My time passed. How long should i wait? For what i can still hope for? How can i believe that God wants the best for me when i will never experience any happiness in my life?

What if its true, what if woman in my life would drag me to hell? God's love for me doesn't allows Him to let me end up in hell. So God will never give me a wife so i wouldn't end up in hell for eternity. And i will never ever experience the love of a woman.

I just dont feel loved in this scenario, i feel like bastard child whos needs and wishes doesnt matters, while the legitimate children get all their hearts desires.