The fact that I had the misfortune to be born as a low tier male in an increasingly hypergamous and superficial society just proves the Machiavellian philosophy of life being a genetic diceroll and the 80/20 rule. I'm not new to these ideas at all but seeing them in action, in front of your eyes, takes a toll on you after a while and you start falling into an almost numb state where you can't feel anything anymore. how I wish I could've just been born normal, my parents are idiots, should've aborted me instead of giving birth to a brown beast with ADHD who can't socialize for the life of him. i genuinely have tried every cope and "mindset" in order to have some happiness in life but it's always merely short-circuited.
