Deleted member 39301
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I'm not a jestermaxxxer, but I'm a naturally jokey and sarcastic person. I don't have any friends but I like to joke around with my family a lot. I always knew that my family had little to no respect for me because of this, but yesterday was the day it really hit me. These people that are supposed to be my family constantly treat me like I'm some sort of dumbass, they constantly ask me to do shit for them and I get no respect of it. I'm fine with helping my family out, but it gets hard when you're trying your hardest and you know they wont care at the end. All my family members think I'm a idiot and don't respect any of my opinions. They just see me as some weird virgin with no friends. The only time they're ever nice to me is when they want to get something from me, usually money. Even my youngest cousin are taught not to have any sort of respect for me, and I fall into the trap of trying to be nice to them just because they're kids. I want to care for other people and I want to be a compassionate person, but it hard when the people that are supposed to fucking care about you treat you like shit.