The realization that I am genetically inferior, and on top of that, the full awareness that this is the reason why I have been so unsuccessful with women take the joy out of everything. It is a profound blow to your ego and an end to all copes. You can't fool yourself into believing that your inceldom is due to your not going out as often as you should; or, due to a lack of game. You can approach as many women as you deem fit and the result would still be the same: you would be shot down every single time.
It's impossible to vomit the blackpill after you have swallowed it. I will never see the world the same way I used to. All human interactions seem shallow and worthless. I know that I will always be judged for my looks, that's why I don't feel like interacting with anyone more than necessary. I do not see any reason to go out for a drink with normies or to join them in parties. I can't see myself posing for pictures in a bar and then sharing them on social media. After a life of rejection, I have become too self-aware for that kind of attention whoring.
It's impossible to vomit the blackpill after you have swallowed it. I will never see the world the same way I used to. All human interactions seem shallow and worthless. I know that I will always be judged for my looks, that's why I don't feel like interacting with anyone more than necessary. I do not see any reason to go out for a drink with normies or to join them in parties. I can't see myself posing for pictures in a bar and then sharing them on social media. After a life of rejection, I have become too self-aware for that kind of attention whoring.
