Better shit can be found here -
https://incels.is/threads/looking-for-convincing-rape-porn-rape-fetishists-gtfih-also-a-poll.32439/
Instead of just searching up old videos of dead pornstars, I get what you're trying to do, getting off on their misery kind of thing, I kinda did that too with Cytheria (pornstar) and her whole rape thing.
https://thelibertarianrepublic.com/ex-pornstar-gets-violently-raped-feminist-silent/
Some black guys broke into her house and gang raped her, based on how she's attuned her body to being sexually aroused by strangers I am without doubt that she orgasmed multiple times and even squirted (that was her shtick in porn, she's basically gotten her body used to doing this during sex). Just typing this out I'm getting hard thinking about it.
I'd recommend watching a few videos of her talking about the act like these (to set the plot and mood in your mind):
Then looking up some videos of black guys fucking her, not the slow stroke shit you see with a lot of black guys, I plan on downloading some video editing software and just creating my own video like this lol, download those youtube videos among others, maybe some with her sobbing and crying, and splice it together with her just getting ravaged by some black guys, I'm sure it will somewhat immerse my brain in the state of mind that I am watching her gangrape. Mmmmmmmm good times ahead.