Miitary service is mandatory in my country and I wanted to be part of the elite so i decided to get in SF. I took the tests, got through the ordeals and earned my green berret plus a distinction for having the highest scores. Im 3 months in and its the worse thing ever. There is no rest, no reward, they just yell at you and call you a worthless piece of shit. You are basically a slave, you have to obey otherwise your slavery gets prolonged. I remember on time a sergent told me "This place will be your grave" and then i had to do 500 pushups. These people are evil, they have no mercy, no humanity.
Whats even worse is that i cant talk to my oneitis about because she doesnt want to talk to me at all. I have so many stories to tell her but she wont respond. She is the only person i want to talk to but sadly the days that i could do that are long gone. I still check my inbox but she will never reply, i know it. The sadness makes it easier for me to tolerate the military since it makes anything else trivial.
Whats even worse is that i cant talk to my oneitis about because she doesnt want to talk to me at all. I have so many stories to tell her but she wont respond. She is the only person i want to talk to but sadly the days that i could do that are long gone. I still check my inbox but she will never reply, i know it. The sadness makes it easier for me to tolerate the military since it makes anything else trivial.
