To put things into perspective. If you are past the age of 17 it's so fucking over for you in terms of experiencing love. The vast majority of females past that age have already experienced being in a relationship for the first time and no matter what you try or do, it will never be more special to them than the first time. You are just a loser who is conforming to a superior man's left overs. Ascension is cope, there is nothing like being with someone for the first time for a female. I've experienced this first hand with an ugly foid who had already been in relationship before I asked her out. She was indifferent about it and it simply didn't matter to her.
IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE A GF DURING YOUR TEEN YEARS, YOU MISSED OUT ON A CRITICAL MILESTONE. And there's no coming back from that.