Homegrownman326
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I vent to my mom about my problems, she outsources all of it to her friends, lies to me that she's the only person who knows, then admits she's telling other people. All her life, she has always outsourced her problems to others; she relies on my grandfather for everything, and when we argue, she always calls him or calls her friends to pile on me. I was venting to her about my struggles with having a small penis, and she told her fucking friend. I've repeatedly told her over the years to keep everything between us, but she never listens. I should've known, but I have no one else in my life to talk to about anything. Just had a huge argument with her about how "I don't respect her," even though I caught her when I was 12 sending nudes to other men, only four years after my dad died. To this day, she still sees that guy and claims, "He's just a friend." She denies that this ever happened, and so does her friend, despite it happening at said friend's house. I remember crying at the top of the stairs in the apartment, and them finding me trying to tell me that behavior is normal. I told her the exact reason I don't have respect for her, but she denies it ever happened. She was 47 at the time she sent the photos; that's not the behavior of a 47-year-old woman, at least it shouldn't be. I always blame her rightfully for marrying a mentally ill drug addict and having me. I wouldn't have existed at all if she hadn't made me. She's to blame for all my suffering ultimately. She uses religion ironically to deflect it. I explain it's all bullshit, but she doesn't listen. She's not devout at all, and she simultaneously believes in "dream catchers," crystals, and astrology, which the Bible doesn't support at all. She also claims my father's "soul" is alive and visits her. Did he approve of her sexting with that other man? Is my father a cuck in the afterlife or something? Or is it more likely it's all delusions used to justify her bullshit?





