If the suicide fuel wasn't enough I'm completely going insane.

[Deleted member 2047]

Last night (like every night) I have vivd nightmares where I'm murdered, tortured, eaten, killed, stabbed, shot etc. Unfortunately, I wake up from theres. The last couple nights after waking up from these a voice in my head keeps telling me it was real and hes coming for me soon. Literally sat awake until 3 am listening to a voice telling me as soon as I feel asleep he would enter the room and chop me limb from limb

I think the daily blackpills are starting to have an effect on my psyche. I need to rope quickly or its going to drive me insane and snap.\


Fuck

 

[KV-]

You need to take a break from suifuel and this site in general. Just do your copes and chill for a week.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

lol I dreamed that my dog was killed and eaten (I experienced this dream 3 times in a row)

That was too much for me tbh

 

[mikepence]

are you schizophrenic? i'm serious, get on some sort of antipsychotic or something. you don't want to end up in a ward(been there, done that) but it seems like those meds actually work well.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

I daydream about dying, but it's never gotten that bad. Try looking at lifefuel for a while.

 

[AngelOfDisease]

its going to drive me insane and snap.

I am pretty sure it is already happening, mate. Seriously, look for help. I mean, not in the "you need to talk to someone" sense. In the "give me pills" sense. And do it fast.

 

[Oodar]

I have occasional nightmares, but never hear voices.

I do imagine people talking to me all the time though. When I talk to myself, there is usually someone right next to me that I just sort of make up, like an alter ego. They're usually giving me life advice or telling me to calm down and put things in perspective. I have always done this since I was a kid. It will never stop.

Not being able to smoke marijuana is the worst thing about my life. If I could just smoke as much as I wanted whenever I wanted, then I'd be fine. Not functional, but I'd be better off. All I want at this point in life is to live in an isolated cabin in a warm climate, smoke weed, grow plants, and not have to drive. I'd live close to a store and walk to and back to get my supplies.

I don't feel like I should be subjected to the same responsibilities that normans have because I don't have sex with women or have kids. I'm less of a burden to society if I could just be given those things vs put in a mental hospital or worse.

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

u may be schizophrenic, its x 2 over if so.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Yeah that is your schizophrenia speaking. Get help before you e.r.

 

[edgein]

are you schizophrenic? i'm serious, get on some sort of antipsychotic or something. you don't want to end up in a ward(been there, done that) but it seems like those meds actually work well.

Fuck no, meds will destroy you, biggest mistake taking any!

 

[QuantumDummy]

The fuck

 

[NekoStance]

Mild schizophrenia

try not to take meds, and instead do things like meditation to try and treat it

they used to believe schizo was caused by spirits inside or around you, speaking to you
some still do believe this

 

[/pol/cel]

Fuck I envy you. I wish I heard voices I could talk to, the lonliness and isolation is killing me slowly. Id take full blown schizophrenia over dull reality anyday.

 

[Afrocel]

Just tell the voice in your head COME AT ME, BRAH. Then if some monster really does come and try to tear you limb from limb just rape it and lose your virginity.

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Mild schizophrenia

try not to take meds, and instead do things like meditation to try and treat it

they used to believe schizo was caused by spirits inside or around you, speaking to you
some still do believe this

Spirits don't exist.

 

[Deleted member 2047]

Fuck I envy you. I wish I heard voices I could talk to, the lonliness and isolation is killing me slowly. Id take full blown schizophrenia over dull reality anyday.

Maybe when the auditory hallucinations start manifesting as visual one, I can fuck them and finally be outta here boyos

 

[Framecel222]

Last night (like every night) I have vivd nightmares where I'm murdered, tortured, eaten, killed, stabbed, shot etc.

I had a much worse dream.

Spoiler

I dreamed that I went bald.

 

[NekoStance]

Just tell the voice in your head COME AT ME, BRAH. Then if some monster really does come and try to tear you limb from limb just rape it and lose your virginity.

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Mild schizophrenia
try not to take meds, and instead do things like meditation to try and treat it
they used to believe schizo was caused by spirits inside or around you, speaking to you
some still do believe this

Spirits don't exist.

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Some ppls testimonies and witnessing evidence would say otherwise