I get your point but you can want to be dead without being able and/or willing to put in all the effort needed to die
No you don't get my point, because my point is that if you really wanted to die any process that gets you there wouldn't feel like too much "effort" that you'd avoid doing it, it would be no different than how someone who wants money and exerts effort to go to work to do so, imagine how stupid it would sound if a guy said:
"You can want to be employed without being able and/or willing to put in all the effort needed to get hired"
No, that's not how that shit works, if you aren't willing to put in the effort required
THEN YOU DON'T REALLY WANT A JOB, YOU ARE JUST GIVING YOURSELF EXCUSES
I'll apply this same reasoning to someone having "a cause", if you aren't willing to kill and/or die for a cause, then its not something you really believe in or want, you may have a bit of faith in it, you may like what it means, but you don't actually fully believe in it, you haven't committed to it, you are half assing it
I get what you are saying, because I feel like I want to die right now, but I know that I don't really want to die, that's just depression, I don't want to die yet because I have plans, the moment I realize that I can never bring them to fruition, and this is how the rest of my life is going to be, I'm likely going to kill myself, because it is then that I will truly want to die (truly, as in completely, 100%, no doubt in my mind, that's what I mean by "truly")