It genuinely does feel that way. At least if it were a hell, there’d be some kind of explanation for this. A bad explanation that’s full of holes and contradictions, but an explanation nonetheless.
But this… this has no true explanation. There’s no true reasoning behind life and why any of this had to happen, because it just did. Life doesn’t need to happen, and it doesn’t need to exist, but it does. And it’s full of pain, suffering, and disappointments. Most living organisms are suffering. Even being born human in the first place is a blackpill, when you could’ve been born a toad or an antelope.
This is a reality based off of luck and determinism. A world of predator and prey, winners and losers. We are bags of blood who’s true aspiration on a biological level is to create more blood bags.
But this… this has no true explanation. There’s no true reasoning behind life and why any of this had to happen, because it just did. Life doesn’t need to happen, and it doesn’t need to exist, but it does. And it’s full of pain, suffering, and disappointments. Most living organisms are suffering. Even being born human in the first place is a blackpill, when you could’ve been born a toad or an antelope.
This is a reality based off of luck and determinism. A world of predator and prey, winners and losers. We are bags of blood who’s true aspiration on a biological level is to create more blood bags.
