
willcobainsoon1994
I hate myself and want to die
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- Joined
- Jul 17, 2025
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That's it. That's my deadline. I have a little less than 6 months to do it all. I'm khhv obviously
I would be doing myself a disservice to continue trying after that point. It wouldn't be fair to continue subjecting myself to the torment of seeing couples every day. The torment of the feeling that nobody wants me. The torment of feeling inadequate in every facet of life, despite trying so damn hard to improve my standing in this world. I can't do that to myself. I WONT do that to myself.
Normies don't need to think about getting into relationships; it just happens naturally for them. Very little conscious thought goes into it. They don't need to "try". But I do. I DO need to try. I DO need to think about when and where I'm going to meet someone. I DO need to think about how I look constantly. I DO need to make a very conscious effort to even get a *chance* at a relationship. If I tryhard for 6 months and can't make it happen, it's never going to happen. My work starts now
I would be doing myself a disservice to continue trying after that point. It wouldn't be fair to continue subjecting myself to the torment of seeing couples every day. The torment of the feeling that nobody wants me. The torment of feeling inadequate in every facet of life, despite trying so damn hard to improve my standing in this world. I can't do that to myself. I WONT do that to myself.
Normies don't need to think about getting into relationships; it just happens naturally for them. Very little conscious thought goes into it. They don't need to "try". But I do. I DO need to try. I DO need to think about when and where I'm going to meet someone. I DO need to think about how I look constantly. I DO need to make a very conscious effort to even get a *chance* at a relationship. If I tryhard for 6 months and can't make it happen, it's never going to happen. My work starts now