Yeah sure i was on welfare and had a single mother and was disadvantaged, but still.
If my family didnt bully and ostrasize me i couldve learned the importance of networking and communication at a young age. I couldve made money quicker and smarter. But no i shut my self off to the world after so much trauma they put me through and i suffered the breaking dick incident which made me even more reclusive and fucked my life up. Everything wrong ive done was because of my family. I was never a bad person, i was a nice person in school and made good grades. I was just starting to make friends and socialize for the first time in years but my cunt brother slapped a kids glasses off his face (he got bullied for being fat) and he got expelled and my mother convinced me to leave school too. I wouldve probably told my cunt mother to either take me off her welfare earlier and went back to school but no i was angry from all the harassment and shut myself off to the world and missed every opportunity to socialize. Wasnt like i could anyway, i was the only ethnic in my white family and our family was dysfunctional af.
but yeah
I’ll never have life long friends or good memories from my teenhood just trauma and suffering. I’ll never know if i couldve gotten a gf in high school and have to get rejected by these chad chasing whores. My whole life is fucked up. I wouldve already commited suicide by now but the only thing thats keeping me alive is getting control over my life and living for the first time ever, writing my book, and trying to fix the problems that family has caused to me and my career.
If my family didnt bully and ostrasize me i couldve learned the importance of networking and communication at a young age. I couldve made money quicker and smarter. But no i shut my self off to the world after so much trauma they put me through and i suffered the breaking dick incident which made me even more reclusive and fucked my life up. Everything wrong ive done was because of my family. I was never a bad person, i was a nice person in school and made good grades. I was just starting to make friends and socialize for the first time in years but my cunt brother slapped a kids glasses off his face (he got bullied for being fat) and he got expelled and my mother convinced me to leave school too. I wouldve probably told my cunt mother to either take me off her welfare earlier and went back to school but no i was angry from all the harassment and shut myself off to the world and missed every opportunity to socialize. Wasnt like i could anyway, i was the only ethnic in my white family and our family was dysfunctional af.
but yeah
I’ll never have life long friends or good memories from my teenhood just trauma and suffering. I’ll never know if i couldve gotten a gf in high school and have to get rejected by these chad chasing whores. My whole life is fucked up. I wouldve already commited suicide by now but the only thing thats keeping me alive is getting control over my life and living for the first time ever, writing my book, and trying to fix the problems that family has caused to me and my career.
